Written @ 오후 12:16
I AM PISSED WITH MY PARENTS.
last night or practically every Saturday night. i would tell them:
" i'm going to church tmr. wake me up please "
and its not like they are not going church. THEY ARE!
so, the next morning. they don't even do anything!
my service is at 9am, their's at 8.15am or 10am.
so in the end, coz they are too tired, they just go for the 10am service.
how nice right?
and even if i wanted to go to church myself, it takes about one hour plus to get there.
i'm sorry but its quite impossible for me to wake up at 7am myself.
and do u know how bad i feel when i already told my friends that i'm going for church and
in the end i DON'T TURN UP?!
do u know how many sms-es i get and calls.
ALL BECAUSE U GUYS ARE TOO LAZY..
and WHO said that they would be attending the 8.15am service?
they say that EVERY week but in the end, they either don't go at all or just go for the later service.
i HAD ENOUGH OK?!
this has been going on for MONTHS.
forget it. i'm NOT gonna go church anymore. i'm so sick and tired of this.
its like i want to go church but u guys are not doing anything.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
u guys are really mean. don't blame me, blame yourselves!
Written @ 오후 1:35
" you do study. but u keeping saying its not enough. you know thats not very healthy. can't u just leave everything to god? " my daddy
I KNOWWWW! i know its not healthy but i really can't help it.
its seriously very difficult for me.
i did that countless times.
but that insecurity just takes over me.
i'm so tired of studying aand I CAN'T BURN OUT NOWWW.
Written @ 오후 8:23
HOW GREAT.
i'm having a fever now. plus sore throat.
i screwed my amaths paper. i don't even know if i can pass.
i slept for 5 hours in the afternoon and now i'm gonna force myself to study.
my prelims is so screwed.
Written @ 오전 12:38
i think i made a lot of careless mistakes.
urghs. it really sucks when u realise your own mistake and wonder why were u so stupid then.
Written @ 오전 12:21
Written @ 오후 6:26
bio is killing me! why is cell division so irritating?
and ecology too! BORING TOPICS :(
Written @ 오전 3:35
everytime i force myself to study, it only ends up being effective at night.
ANYWAYYYY.
my mummy is GETTING ME AN IPHONE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
not the iphone 4 la. coz its so ugly. its the 3Gs.
only if i perform for my prelims.
but i know she would still get it at the end of the day. hehe.
Written @ 오전 4:08
today was kinda i slack day but i finished emaths revision,
so it wasn't that bad after all.
the ipod nano is so freaking cute
i want it but daddy says no
BECAUSE it doesn't look very secure. -.-
Written @ 오후 4:47
i screwed my chem. made a lot of careless mistakes. i think i panicked.
but geog was thankfully ok :D
man, i realised that time passed like lightening.
now its prelims! and in no time, olevels, and then no school!
:( i'll miss stmargs and my friends.. sad sad sad.
i wonder how's gym doing now.. like the next djt?
do us proud..... ^^
Written @ 오후 9:44
ss and english was ok.. i guess.
tmr chemistry and geog! omg.
i think i'm staying up late tonight.
Written @ 오후 8:34
u know what?
i honestly DO NOT KNOW IF I'M PREPARED FOR SS?!!
is 5 chapters enough?
i hope it is. I WANT VENICE TO COME OUT!!
or SRI LANKA AND NORTHERN IRELAND!! please do.
cause i studied a lot of it.
i can't believe i studied english too.
due to mrs raj's nagging and brain washing, it seems like if i don't study it, i'll be killed by her.
so yeahhh~
-am i nervous for prelims when I SHOULD BE?
NOPE.
-why is that so?
I DON'T KNOWWWWW~
-SHOULD i be nervous
YES
i don't think i studied enough.
but there's nothing i can do about it.
i tried.
its so freaky seeing people studying like siao.
it makes me guilty for not doing so.
man, what's wrong with me????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wait i think i know why.
i think i already lost confidence in myself.
like i gave up.
i guess? thats why i am not nervous?
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