Written @ 오후 11:07
all the best for mye everyone!!!
although i did not really prepare for it.
i'm gonna try my best. and leave it to god la. ^^
jiayouuuuuuu.
1 and 1/2 weeks. thn PLAY for like 1 day.
and thn get ready for olevel chineseeee ):
after that, its prelims and thn olevel.
wth. sec 4 is gonna pass damn fast.. ):
or am i thinking to far ahead?
i miss djt
Written @ 오후 8:21
This week was like a roller coaster.
all the emotions just affects u so much.
shi chang di was JUST 3 days ago.
and now, its offically overrr.
omg. this feeling seriously suckkkkk! hate it.
TO DJT:
i am SUPER proud of u guys. just because, u all really trained so hard.
and today's performance was great!
although it wasn't perfect and we didn't get #1.
honestly, in my heart we have aldy won first.
so don't be sad guys. i love all of u!
and i'm missing djt like crazyyyyy now.
trainings are the best ever times spent with u all.
those times when we LAUGHED like crazy
those times, when we were so frustrated until we cried.
those times, when we dreamt of winning first, working so damn hard.
we all gave it all u've got.
and i'm thankful for that. i love u guys soooo much!!!
god didn't give us what we prayed for.
but he gave us something that would remain in our memories.
that is: the amazing friendship we have.
I LOOOVVEEE U DJTTTTTTTT!
Written @ 오후 9:40
I A-M D-A-M-N F-R-E-A-K-I-N S-C-A-R-E-D !!!!!!!!!!
omg omg. this week, is like sooooo gym packed until its quite crazy.
this yr, they're stricter. which sucks.
so like all our nan du dong zhuo MUST be perfectttttt.
ahhhh. pressurized. ):
plus, so many ppl are gonna watch us. its gd and bad.
its good coz i don't get to see elaine, evelyn, reylyn, michelle very often.
so this is like only time we get to meet up kinda thing.
but it also means, we must be like GOOD and not waste their time coming all the way to woodlands.
i am feeling the pressure...........................
from everyone. coz everyone is pinning their hopes on us!!!
AND i don't wanna screw up.
coz its like the LAST yr! and LAST routine with djt.
i just wanna make it the very very very best one. like the bestest one we EVER did!
there is sooooooo much i wanna say but its like i dunno how to phrase it!
so i'll summarise it.
i am scared.
i don't wanna disappoint.
i wanna win (in ur face wei wei)
so i don't wanna screw up.
ok. i won't screw up I WON"TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Written @ 오후 11:08
omg. frankly speaking, i don't want next week to come so fast ):
i'm not ready for the withdrawal symptoms..
and i'm not ready to end it..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........................................................................
btw, does ANYONE know how to study for bio spa?
mrs tan suck! seriously.
Written @ 오후 10:31
seriously gym is like a drug!
makes u forget everything that has happened
and u just go "high" during trainings.
but when u don't take the drug, u suffer from emotional problems.
every time i think that next week is seriously the LAST week.
my heart aches real bad. like ahhhhhhhh.. it hurts.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
every time i look back and think about how we started,
it hurts even more.
it hurts the most when i see how much we have improved,
the scarifies we had made and now, its the last lap.
seeing that everyone is giving all that they got in this last lap,
is really..... dunno how to say it.
I'M MISSING IT ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Written @ 오전 12:25
The highlight for today was: grace concert.
which was quite errr.. no offence. not as good as i expected.
but it was still fun since i went with cheryl, alex and edrea (:
we met at plaza sg to eat ramen. and we saw ELAINE!!!
she gave us a shock la! it has been ages since i last saw her.. ):
i sort of missed her. i wonder if she was still in smss, how would it be like..
haha! anyway, my ticket i used today was a fake one. HAHA!
i was damn scared that they would find out. but they didn't heh.
everyone told alex that she was suppose to be on duty. so half the time she was kinda freakin out.
avoiding those prefect teachers. alex FORCED me and cheryl to watch the mentalist during the intermission.
and thn she goes: there there!! simon baker!! watch the show la!!!!!
" i'm telling u, its really good. u HAVE to watch it. i dun care. WATCH.
LOL!
oh ya! i ponned sch today. hehe!
shiok! ^^ actually a lot of ppl did. haha!
i'm getting nervous for comp.
its next weeekkkkkkkkkk.
everytime i think about it, there's like an adrenaline rush thing.
my heart beats faster and i have goosebumps ):
I REALLY HOPE WE CAN DO IT! WIN FIRSTTTTTTT!
Written @ 오후 11:26
omg!! today's the last training of the week ):
boooooooooooo.. although we know we would miss it like crazyyy
but i guess now, we are concentrating on enjoying it.
it was fun today :) plus reylyn came to give us SUNFLOWERSSS!
so sweet! ( big boob small boob) LOL!
but i was damn freakin pissed after that.
my dad is ALWAYS LATE.
my mum SCOLDS ME FOR JOINING COMP. when i dun meet her expectations..
and my dog was put to sleep. and i didn't get to see him before he left ):
Written @ 오전 12:40
my dog is dying.
damn sad la. like there is something wrong with him.
when my dad brought him to the vet, the vet couldn't find the cause of it.
so gave him steroids and some other medication to increase his appetite.
for a few weeks it has been like that.
and he lost A LOT of weight.
to the point that when he stands, you can see his skeleton. protruding out.
its quite disgusting.
and his poo poo is black in colour.
so today, he didn't eat anything. even with medication.
he couldn't even stand up. more like he didn't have the strength to do so.
my mum asked us to say our goodbyes.
and my dad cried secretly.
i dun think he can make it. maybe today or tmr may be his last day. D:
but i'm not exactly feeling very super sad. just sad. coz i'm not really close to him.
if it was hazel, omg. i would cry!
he has been SUPER loyal to my dad. so yeah. bye bye clifford.
you have been a joy in our family although u were the quietest and dumbest one.
we love u (: sooooo rest in peace.
but if u feel like dying. wait for me to come back first.. (:
Written @ 오후 9:34
I HATE THE WEATHER THESE DAYS!
ITS SOOOO FREAKIN HOTTTTTTTT.
and humid plus stuffy.
it makes me wanna sleep in class! and i can't concentrate!!
gym was fun today.
calling a random man when we thought it was UNCLE RICHARD!
LOLOLOL!
many other stupid stuff too.
i'm quite glad at least we are not freakin out or getting stressed.. (:
Written @ 오후 10:49
OMG! Its damn freakin hot! and humiddddd!~
half the time in class, i couldn't concentrate.
including the math test which i screwed up.
made A LOT of mistakes ):
i realised, days when there's no training, it seems to be those boring sian days.
i think i'm pmsing because of the hot weather..
like in the morning i was damnnn pissed with pris.
like ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
JUST shut upp! u are giving carbon dioxide+water vapour which is making
the class even HOTTER!
but after awhile, ok already.
i dun think she reads my blog. so.. haha!
i feel like changing seats. but i guess no one else would want to sit next to her
and stand all her crap. omg. today i was pretty irritable.
TRAINING TMR!
we're gonna wear our RED HOT "bikinis" plus a cha siew bao on our head. wooooo!
ahahahahhahhahahahaha!
Written @ 오후 10:19
Blogger is being irritating!
i can't load it. urghs.
anyway, today's training was fun (:
coz everyone was so high at the start. thn we started to get serious.
and finally ended off with studying chinese with jayna plus talking crap.
i love djt
i guess, when u are really training as djt, only thn, you would feel the love bond between us.
but it also DEPENDS on who are ur teammates. hehehe!
if u get some lazy asshole or some bossy queen.
thn maybe being in djt might not be as great as it sounds like.
haha! but lucky in smss djt, NO ONE is like that (:
honestly, i HAVE COMPLETELY NO MOTIVATION TO STUDY AMATHS NOWWWW.
omg. like whatever. all i am thinking now is COMP! plus olevel chinese.
the rest- errrrr..
how how how? should i just slack or work hard for mid yrs?
my prayer every sunday night. before i start a new week.
i think god really did answer my prayers.. (:
" lord, as i start a new week, i pray that u would give me that extra little strength, wisdom
and determination as i manage both gym + studies. i pray that, for all the precious trainings,
we would all learn to treasure it and also do well in it. but most importantly, keep them safe
and bless them in whatever they do. let them know that u are always on their side and pls pls
give us the confidence as we do each routine. also, i pray that through gym, u would really show djt that you are real and what we need to do is just to trust u. bless all my friends around me. and lastly, for gabriel, lois, mum and dad, pls protect them this wk and bless them. amen "
this is my simple prayer and i think most of them are answered.
djt has no major injuries so far. and WILL NOT HAVE.
he indeed gave me strength. like now, i dun feel so sleepy in class.
wisdom to memorise facts pretty fast..
through jayna's before routine prayers, although we may screw up at the end of it,
we dun actually blame god for it. i dunno how to explain.
but i feel like we all do mean what we pray. even for cheryl. i get that feeling.
its not like she totally doesn't believe it. but she still respects it and like ahhh..
maybe do believe that prayer does help. :)
i really hope, this would be a small little baby step for her.
determination is definately there. if not i wouldn't work so hard for gym,,
ok. i'm tired. i'm gonna study and goooooo tooooo sleeeeppppppp!
Written @ 오후 4:05
had training really early in the morning..
although it was short, but we got to do a routine with costume :)
GOTTA STUDYYYYYY
Written @ 오전 2:02
LET'S JIAYOU DJT!!!
honestly, i think we can do it. ^^
we need to find back our confidence again.
and that fighting spirit! k?!
last 2 weeks!
Written @ 오전 2:27
are there times when you just feel like giving everything up?
when you are tired, really tired of living like this?
but in the end, you still hang on to that little hope of success.
at the end of the day, no matter how hard it is, you amazingly still have that little strength to pull through.
although the workload is demanding, and you have no time to finish it all,
you still get through it.
its quite fascinating that god has been on my side all along.
giving me that extra little of everything.
honestly i don't know what to say or how to explain it.
right now, i am not feeling that great.
ok i'm rather irritated, stressed.
but knowing god is by my side, and if i let god handle all my problems,
everything is gonna be fine. all i need to do is to just trust him.
looking back, i have survived a gruelling 4 months.
battling against time is no joke.
plus the scarifies you have to make.
but it is all worth while, when you have great friends beside you.
going through it with you and occasionally encouraging you.
when you know you are not alone.. things don't seem as tough as they seem to be.
4 months just flew. too fast in fact.
6 more months before olevel. should i be happy or sad?
Written @ 오전 2:18
OMG. my brain is saturated with information!
i studied 3 chpts of geog, 2 chpts of chem.
and i'm trying to squeeze in social studies now..
seriously. its not working but there's a test tmr!! ):
NOTHING IS GOING IN! urghs!
have to go to school later~
plus training..
another busy day. not looking forward to it..
pls pls pls pls pls! pao properly this time becky.
jfb3jfnbwghiquhgfqibfql!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel so shitty now. stress+stress+more stress!
i wished i could faint from exhaustion.
i really want to faint once. hehe! sounds stupid.
but i think its quite cool. i wanna be hospitalised..
Written @ 오후 7:33
I fell in love with the guitar YESTERDAY.
but now i think i have no musical talent. haha!
so i gave up trying to learn it.
omg. my mum is like AHHHHHHHHHH!
she scolds me for not boiling the water when there is water in the flask.
she said these exact words" what if the water pipe burst, you want water also cannot! "
like wth! never in my life, did i experience a water pipe bursting AT HOME!~
another eg of her crazy-ness
i was telling her comp has been postponed and now its 1 week before my mid years.
is there ANYTHING wrong wih my eng?!
mum: huh? isn't comp always before mid years
me: yeah now its 1 week before instead of 2 weeks. so its has been postponed.
mum: so isn't it the same
me: (omg) no. last time it was on the 16th, and now pushed forward to 22nd and mid years is on the 30th. so isn't it 1 week before?
dad: ya la. so its postponed. not pushed forward.
me: i said postponed! but you guys didn't seem to understand it. so i used pushed forward instead.
dad: no you didn't.
i was like WHAT?! omg! simple english you know?!
and they didn't understand. somemore try to correct me instead. wl.
Written @ 오후 10:41
1st APRIL!
happy April fools day! ^^
but today wasn't a very happy day at all.
omg. i don't even feel like talking about it.
i just feel i seriously sucked today.
ah ya. everything turned out bad today.
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