well well well.. Its MONDAY the first day of the week.
ok i'll tell you how scared i am for djt k?
COMPETITION is in like 2 WEEKSSSSSS!!
1) i am scared i will feel nervous on the comp mat
2) i am scared i will screw my paos
3) i am scared we won't win ): (first)
4) i am scared i will make STUPID mistakes
5) i am scared we are not qi enough
6) i am scared of the pressure, the atmosphere, the expectations!!
7) i am scared because that would be the very LAST LAST routine
8) i am scared of the other schools
9) i am scared i will let djt down
10) i am scared like something might go wrong just before comp like an injury or something
BUTTTTTTTTTTT! i must NOT think about all of these.
seriously. cannot. no becky.
god will be on our side to protect us. nothing will go wrong. no no no.
it will not. ahhhhhhhhhh..
but i'm still scared. :(
sucky feeling. i don't want it to end. i want djt training to last longer.
after 2 weeks, its gonna be OVER.. and i know the feeling is gonna be like shit.
it worst thing is to screw up. I DON'T WANT TO SCREW UPPPPPPPP.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA WIN FIRSTTTTTTT!
DJT WE CAN DO IT KK?
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!