we got back our report book today.
i did improve but i think like i need to work SUPER hard from today onwards!
because like i wanna get at least 10 points for olevels.
and i know its gonna be hard.. and i need to really work HARD!
actually my grades wasn't that bad..
but i felt that i needed to improve so much more.
so i felt scared? disappointed?
i smsed my mum my grades. and her reply just melted my heart.
really.. she said: wonderful! what do u want from me?
i was walking back home. and i really wanted to cry..
coz i felt that my results wasn't that fantastic.
and she said wonderful?
i dunno how to describe it. but i was quite upset with myself
and i tot she was gonna say.. like good?
but this time. for the first time, she asked me what i want.
i felt like i didn't deserve it.
like i wasn't good enough. why praise me?
i didn't reply that sms. coz i didn't know what to say.
all i can say now is: thank u mummy :) and i love u!
what a mushy thing to say. hehe! but i do mean it.
I'M GONNA WORK HARD! REALLY HARD!