i really admire those SUPER smart ppl who are not nerds but are like NORMAL people! my mum told me that one of her friend's daughter, got a double degree and got a job offer at one of the most prestigious accountancy place in sg. BUT she declined the offer and went to set up a cafe with her boyfriend. and she got the capital money from her rich father!
these kind of ppl ah~ so smart.. and can get the best from both worlds..
Written @ PM 4:45
Fans can be seriously SCARY and CRAZY at times! i just read one article (on the web) saying that one fangirl wrote in using her period blood saying this: "I dedicate to Taecyeon my period blood letter Ok Taecyeon, You cannot live without me Sprinkled with a few strands of my pubes."
OMG!! DAMN SICK LA! what is wrong with her BRAIN! SUPER SICK! LIKE WTH! when i read it, i got goosebumps all over! i feel quite sad for the celebrity themsleves. like u get this kind of crazy sick minded ppl. its soooo freaky!!!!!!!!!!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
Written @ PM 3:18
Today we attended A MAJOR CHURCH SEVICE AT SUNTEC! omg! seriously, it was SOOOOOO crowded! like thousands of ppl were there! coz all the anglican churchs combined! thn, my kiasu parents HAD to come at like 8!!! WHEN THE SERVICE STARTS AT LIKE 10?! they scared no parking.. wl. i was SUPER tired! i fell asleep during the sermon thing.. and got scolded by my mum. oh ya! and it was like boring to the MAX! coz the service was constantly translated into 3 languages. so it took 2 mins just to say: everyone, please stand up for worship. it was TORTURING! ahhhhh~ today was quite a bad day. my father was damn irritating! i cannot stand it! and my brother brought his girlfriend.. errrr.. i dunno y but i can't seem to talk to her.. hehe! or maybe i'm just anti-social. AM I ANTI-SOCIAL? actually i think i'm kinda anti-social. i dun like talking to NEW people.. yeah.. i think talking is sometimes quite tiring. hehe!
Written @ PM 7:41
omg! i suddenly miss my OLD church! like it has been 1 1/2 years now! since i changed church! but i kinda wonder how my friends there have grown.. like.. how they look like now.. its gonna be MY first time in 1 1/2 years meeting them TMR!
i always wanted to see them. but my parents didn't allow. coz they were scared i get influenced and would want to go back. so yeah.. i haven really gotten use to my current church.. quite excited for tmr!! hehehe! would they recognise me? haha!
Written @ PM 7:41
its so irritating! u have to wait 1 week for one episode! so, for the rest of the days.. its like.. BORING! why can't they put 2 episodes into one week?! thn i wouldn't be so bored.. hehe!
btw, I <3 GMART! hehe! so cheap!
Written @ PM 10:45
OMG! TODAY WAS SUPER IRRITATING! MY DAD NAGS WORSE THAN MY MUM.. I SERIOUSLY C-A-N-N-O-T STAND IT!! AND MY BROTHER! HE TAKES ONE HOUR TO DECIDE IF HE WANTS A NEW PHONE! LIKE HELLO! IF U WANT IT, THN TAKE IT LA!
Written @ AM 1:57
urghs! why are ulzzangs always so pretty! i'm so envious!
Written @ PM 11:09
ah~ today is a HAPPY and SAD day.. i feel happy because: 1) its the LAST day for eng tution! 2) went for facial and waxing! 3) tmr is a public hol! 4) no need to wake up so early for gym~ (hehe!)
i feel sad because: 1) jayna is leaving for europe like NOW! cheryl to south africa on wed, alex is going UK on tues. :( thats so depressing la.. me and jodie would just be alone.. 2) i spent too much money aldy 3) no more DJT trainings! 4) i'll miss DJT soooo much!!
yeah~ thats abt it.. ahhh!!~ i really dun want them to leave leh~ by the time they come back.. its like NEXT YR! when we are SEC 4's! and OLEVELS are like: URGHS!
i really miss DJT :(
Written @ AM 12:09
Today i spent: $62.50 omg! tmr: 68.55! total: $131!! in just 2 days.. ): but i still wanna shop leh~
Written @ PM 11:43
I FEEL SUPER GUILTY.. OMG I SERIOUSLY DO.. I FEEL LIKE I'M SPENDING SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! HOW?!.. AHHHH~
there's gym tmr ): and we're gonna do the cca fair thing.. I DUN WANT! its so urghs! i guess its gonna be some shit thing. and PLUS! what abt the costumes? i dun wanna wear that white ugly costume! sorry.. but its really UGLY! and its so embarrassing to be on stage with THAT. sucks.. and after gym, having TUTION! omg~ tmr is gonna be a bad day.. unless something AMAZING, cheers me up! AHHHHH
Written @ PM 6:35
JUST ANOTHER DAY~
woke up early today! hehe! at 10.30? ok thats early for me.. ^^ thn used the com till 11 plus. waited for my mum to finish cooking before i went out. so nice right? i even helped her ok? i met cheryl. but was late. sorry.. was suppose to SHOP! but got no time.. so we just ate at BENTEN!! its really called benten! sort of like a restaurant.. i guess. the food was GOOD~ i liked the soup!! (: but the main course was a bit weird. it was suppose to a jap kinda thing. but it had KIMCHI inside. so weird! AND THE WATERMELON IS SUPER COLD! I THINK THEY PUT IT IN THE FREEZER!
anyway, yeah.. so went for tution with cheryl~ blah blah. was kinda boring as usual.. went home. watched a drama.. talked to jojojo thats all! SO BORING!~ tmr- TRAINING! urghsaahhh! no mood to train.. ): I WANNA SHOP SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NO CASH!!!!
Written @ PM 10:42
and ALSO 2NE1!!!! WOOOOOO!!! 4 AWARDS!!
Best MV: 2NE1's Fire Best Song: 2NE1's I Don't Care Best New Female Artist: 2NE1 Music Portal Mnet Award: 2NE1
again, U ALL DESERVED IT! coz u all are like SUPER TALENTED! even though u guys only debuted for less than a year! but THUMBS UP! minzy and cl's stage was AHHHH! NICE!!! LOVE YG FAMILY!!! GDRAGON, TAEYANG!! seriously ONLY yg can give super WOW stages! WOOOOOOOO!
Written @ PM 10:38
WAHHHHHHHH!!! 2PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JJANG!!!!!! U GUYS WON THE ARTIST OF THE YEAR AND BEST MALE GROUP!! I THINK U GUYS DESERVE IT (A LOT A LOT A LOT)
AND WHEN U ALL SAID JAY.. OMG, I THINK MANY HOTTEST REALLY CRIED THEIR HEARTS OUT! AND U MADE SO MANY OTHER ARTISTES CRY.. <3 2PM
Written @ PM 1:45
u do get this feeling when u are angry/upset/sad/depressed? actually its more like a thought. like why did god make humans? to glorify him right? but can't he just make angels instead? like not everyone is born a christian. so, what abt those unforunate ones who didn't even hear abt jesus and just dies.. so does he or she deserves to be sent to hell? if u look at the BIG picture, UR whole entire life is just this: after living on earth, u go to heaven or hell. FOREVER? ok.. honestly, i dun get it! can't god just sent ALL humans to heaven? so that we dun have to suffer all the shit in this world.
what happens after we go heaven, we live there for 100000000000000000000 years? and thn?! what happens?!! maybe there is another solar system.. with another earth?
sometimes i feel like human beings are like toys. being born into this world learn new stuff everyday get married grow old and thn die. how exciting! why did god even wanna make human beings? he could just make us as angels instead. wouldn't life be happier that way? we dun need to worry blah blah.
ok. maybe he wanted it to be that way like everything was HAPPY! until adam and eve SINNED.. but u could have just recreated everything! like start all over again.. thn u dun need to send jesus to die on the cross for us.
I JUST WISHED THAT EVERYONE WOULD BE JUST HAPPY. WOULDN'T THAT BE GREAT? yeah.. like sometimes, i really feel tired of living. everyday u go through the same thing.
Written @ PM 12:56
gym today was SLACK. hehe! although all 5 of us came.. but i think we were pretty distracted most of the time.. yeah.. like after every routine, we would rest for 10 mins? lol! we have a long way more to go.. michelle and evelyn BETTER COME SOON! hehe! i kinda miss the seniors.. (:
OMG! my parents are DAMN irritating now! ok it started out like this:
-i came back home- mum: i wanna scold u ah! me: huh? mum: what did i tell u before i left? me: lock the door. i told lois to lock it before i left mum: so? can't u just lock it? me: er.. i told her to lock aldy.. mum: but she didn't right? do u know how dangerous it is? me: ok. mum: u come here now.. *btw, i'm actually standing right in front of her* me: i'm in front of u aldy mum: stand RIGHT here! me: ok.. (so i walked closer to her) mum: (took a cane and caned my butt) LIKE WTH LA! dad: dun need to cane her la. just make her clear the shit for the next few days. me: ( SERIOUSLY WHAT IS THE WHOLE BIG DEAL ABT THIS?! )
so after that, she starts picking on EVERYONE! to my sis: lois! watch tv somemore ah?! go copy psalms 100 5 times NOWW! me: (WTH! CRAZY! PMSING IS IT?!) to my brother who just woke up: scolds him for using the com at night instead of the day. honestly speaking, THEY WERE CRAZY! FULLSTOP.
Written @ PM 6:18
URGHS! my mum keeps on telling me to stop gym because next yr is olevel.. MY GOSH! i really dunno what to do? i'm afraid that my schedule would totally CRASH! thn how? i might have to sacrifice something.. I HATE MAKING DECISIONS! CAUSE U MIGHT REGRET IT.. how how how how?
Written @ PM 10:23
just finished tution. and i'm tired. oh man, i really dun wanna wake up early tmr.. gym for 4 hours.. :( i wanna do something FUN! hehe! but i can't think of anything now.. i think gym was sian because there was no buggy.. no fun after gym. nothing to look forward abt. or maybe no jodie! :(
my life is sooo boring! nothing exciting! that sucks. urghs! everyday is just, eat, sleep, com, and maybe tution. SIAN! OMG! I NEED SOMETHING TO EXCITE ME!!!!!!!
Written @ PM 1:49
gym-ed today.. super tiring!! omg. maybe coz nvr train in such a big space for a long time.. but after awhile, i guess we did improve ^^ i'm super tired now!! SUPERRRR! the stupid general office didn't allow me to collect my phone. although its aldy passed 1 month, THEY SAID MY PARENTS HAVE TO COME OVER! WTH~ thats really stupid. urghs. whatever. smss sucks! gonna have to go tution later.. sian..
Written @ AM 12:45
Today was sooo tiring! doing the geog games thing from 9-5! and our game was totally shit! :( whatever la. but they were SUPER nice! its like whatever u need, they will get it for u.. lunch, teabreak, materials! everything.. i felt a bit bad la. coz we nvr pay for anything.. tmr THERE'S GYM.. not very excited when i think of paos.. i SUCK at it!!
Written @ PM 4:48
all i did for the past few days is: watch dramas! hehe! oh man.. i think i'm getting fatter!! tmr i'm missing gym :( gonna eat my pizza! bye!
Written @ PM 9:52
today was the last day of sec 3. its quite sad right? like suddenly, sec 3 just ends like this. time really flies! but i dun want it to be like that. i dun wanna grow up. the more we grow up, the more stress we get and the more hair we drop! next yr olevels, thn its jc or poly thn start work or university. omg! its scary. haha! i think i'll miss sec 3 life? coz it was actually fun even though we kept on complaining that it was so stressful. in the end, we still survived through everything.. :)
Written @ PM 3:18
we got back our report book today. i did improve but i think like i need to work SUPER hard from today onwards! because like i wanna get at least 10 points for olevels. and i know its gonna be hard.. and i need to really work HARD! actually my grades wasn't that bad.. but i felt that i needed to improve so much more. so i felt scared? disappointed? i smsed my mum my grades. and her reply just melted my heart. really.. she said: wonderful! what do u want from me? i was walking back home. and i really wanted to cry.. coz i felt that my results wasn't that fantastic. and she said wonderful? i dunno how to describe it. but i was quite upset with myself and i tot she was gonna say.. like good? but this time. for the first time, she asked me what i want. i felt like i didn't deserve it. like i wasn't good enough. why praise me? i didn't reply that sms. coz i didn't know what to say. all i can say now is: thank u mummy :) and i love u! what a mushy thing to say. hehe! but i do mean it.
I'M GONNA WORK HARD! REALLY HARD!
Written @ PM 10:46
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SCREAMS X 100000! SO DAMN FREAKIN HOT LA! DAMN NICE!!! AHHHHHH.. OMG.. 2PM!! FIGHTING! I'M SURE U GUYS CAN GET #1!! WOO YOUNG'S FLIP WAS IMPRESSIVE TOO ^^ KHUNNNNNIE!! WHOO! ALL DANCE SUPER NICE! I WAS LIKE SMILING AT THE COM. SO RETARDED BUT STILL.. IT WAS LIKE WOW!!! TOTALLY LOST FOR WORDS!!!!
Written @ PM 5:13
JINWOON IS SO CUTE LOR! <3 YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL EP 11? DAMN DAMN NICE!!!
Written @ PM 3:33
Today is korea's college entrance exam!! omg. so scary la!! 2AM's Jung Jin Woon, 4Minute's Jeon Jiyoon and Heo Gayoon, SHINee's Minho, FT Island's Jae Jin and BEAST's Yong Jun Hyung, Jang Hyun Seung, Lee Ki Gwang, and Son Dong Woon!! all of them taking the exam. i hate major exams. coz u only got ONE chance! and thats it! the only "big" exam i took was PSLE? but plse is like nothing la.. OLEVELS determine if u ar gonna go JC or poly! its so scary! like ur future lies in this exam.. ahhhhh.. why am i getting so scared? maybe coz olevels next yr? i dun wanna take it :(
YAY! TMR LAST DAY OF HEADSTART!!!
Written @ PM 9:07
had tests all day long.. gog, lit, bio. :( i guess they were all relatively easy? BUT i had cramps for like the whole day la! so pain.. i couldn't really concentrate.. have been sleeping a lot lately.. hehe! tmr: ss, emaths, chem.. fri: amaths! HEADSTART is ending in 2 DAYS!! YES! report books tmr? i hope i did ok :) OMG! CHINESE HW IS KILLIN ME! SO MUCHHH! THEY ARE CRAZYYY!
2pm's MV CAME OUT! i think the dance is cool. but the zombie parts were weird? somehow it seems like they were referring to jay although they used "she" haha!
I NEED TO SHOP! i realised i didn't even shop AFTER EXAMS! whats wrong with me?
Written @ PM 8:00
MSN is so irritating! i must download the new version in order to sign in.. like so stupid.
anyway, today's training was FUN! although i thought it was gonna be sian.. hehe! training was the same.. but i think today was more slack. thn erm.. the most FUN part was: DRIVING!!!!!!!!! OMG! I LEARNT HOW TO DRIVE! AND I'M PROUD OF MYSELF.. hehe! it was scary at first but after awhile.. it was ok.. I WANNA DRIVE AGAIN!!
oh yeah! i have no idea whats wrong with me!!! 1) during chem lab lesson, my hand just didn't listen to my brain. and somehow, i unconsciously spilled chemicals on my uniform!! like omg. so paiseh! but now, the stain is gone ^^
2) when i was about to drink my melon tea somehow, my hand didn't coordinate with my mouth! i like poured it onto myself! omg! and i didn't even notice until i felt something dripping on my skirt! LOL! cheryl saw the whole process! so embarrassing la!
tmr there's lit, geog, bio!!! omg. NOT PREPARED! and plus chem practical stuff! i scared i cannot find all u know!! :(
Written @ AM 12:51
my teeth HURTS! i went to the dentist today.. and i dunno if i can even eat! i hope it would get better by tmr..
djt training tmr! ^^ at alex's house! LOVE IT! oh ya. JAYNA! ALL THE BEST FOR TMR'S CHINESE OLEVELS!!!! if i were u, i would be super scared la! like OLEVELS! omg.
Written @ PM 11:39
AHHHHHH.. MY MP3 DIED ON ME!!!! NO MORE LISTENING TO MUSIC ON THE BUS. OMG.. I'M SO SAD! why?! i really want it to WAKE UP!! TSK!!! but it least it lasted more than my bro's ipod.
Written @ PM 9:34
went to church today. i was in a really bad mood.. it wasn't for no reason.
anyway, it got better at night. coz when i watched all the videos! MADE ME SMILE AGAIN park bom's solo stage was like WOW! although she seemed nervous but her vocals.. is DAMN GOOD!! LOVED IT!!!
thn shinee had leeteuk lol! coz now it was onew's turn to have swine flu. hahahaha! SHINee won again!!! :) maybe coz of suju? hehe! 2pm IS COMING BACK NEXT WEEK! OMG! YAY-NESS! so excited la! i bet like damn a lot of fans would be screaming their heads off! i know i said this so many times.. but i really miss them! and and UKISS! love their new comeback! totally so HOT la! SOOOO NICE! they improved a lot a lot!! :) B2ST AND MBLAQ IS ALWAYS AS GOOD. but i sort of prefer B2ST. coz i like their vocals more.. hehe! nov is really for boybands!! :)
Written @ PM 6:45
I HATE BEING YELLED AT. i'm serious. so do not yell at me. i hate it coz i do not deserve to be yelled at. dun vent ur anger on me. just because u are stressed. think about the people around u! they have to put up with all the shit u give them! so can't u just control?
Written @ PM 6:45
WHAT'S YOUR HEARBEATING FOR?
OMG!! KHUN!!!!!!!! missed 2pm so much! they are still as happy and funny! i really did miss them! yay! they are coming back soon!! 2pm FIGHTING!
went for the confirmation thing. i thought it would be so boring and all but i wasn't la the scenery super nice there! time passed fast. hehe! today was a happy day!! :) but later must go study.. :( haiz..
Written @ AM 1:07
CSAT-korean college exam
The exam begins and ends at the same time all over the country - 8:40AM to 6:05PM on the 2nd Thursday of the month. Results are officially released during the 2nd week of December (in 2008 the test was on Thursday 13 November and the results published on Wednesday 10 December). On this day, workers at government offices and public firms all over the country are allowed to arrive at work an hour later (10AM rather than 9AM)so reduce traffic congestion and ensure that all students arrive at the exam place on time. The stock market may open late and close early. The frequency of trains and buses is increased between 6 a.m. and 10 a.m.. Motorists are prohibited from honking their horns near schools and teams of volunteers and special police units work as traffic managers. Parking is banned within a 200-meter radius of test venues. The Civil Aviation Safety Authority restricts aircraft operations near the exam sites so that noise will not disturb students during listening tests. Flights, both domestic and international, operated by national and foreign carriers will have their takeoff schedules altered between 8:35 a.m. and 8:58 a.m. and 1:05 p.m. and 1:35 p.m. on exam day so air travelers should to check their flight schedule in advance on the 2nd Thursday of November. Strikers and protestors will often suspend their demonstrations for that day. The military, U.S. and Korean, will usually halt live-fire training and aviation missions.
WHY CAN'T THEY DO THAT FOR OLEVEL AND ALEVEL STUDENTS?!
Written @ PM 7:21
today we went to the NUS museum thing. i expected it to be much bigger! but i think it was kinda small.. quite waste money. i wanna go medical school but like the person said its very hard and all that. looking at the amt of things they have to memorise, omg! super a lot la!
i think i'm getting more anti-social than before. i dun really like talking to people? like maybe only thos whom im close to. if not, i rather not talk.
anyway, you're beautiful-kdrama WA LAO. i dun like ep 10. hehe! coz UEE is such a bitch! but i'm always HAPPy when she gets BUSTED! HAHAHA! and shinwoo snatched mi nam away from huang tae kyung. not that i dun like shinwoo but i want mi nam and tae kyung to be together. i just hope he would take this opportunity to realise that he like her. and CONFESS! hehe! but sometimes shinwoo also DAMN sweet lor! ah yo. thn hongki! omg. he super cute and funny lor! congrats to SHINee for winning on music bank. yesung!! u did great too!
HAPPY 4TH ANNI! SUJU! pls dun end up like dbsk. dun split up.. :( suju FIGHTING! <3 donghae!
i dun really like f(x) new song- CHU~ their fashion a bit weird. and the dance, not nice? 2pm IS COMING BACK! yay!
Written @ PM 7:33
i'm really starting to stress up. mon-eng tues-none coz of olevel chinese wed-bio,geog,ss,elec lit thurs-emath,chem fri-amaths
although they say its gonna be a simple test, but i'm really scared! i dunno why.. thn the jan mini exam also!! is like having another exam. and i'm afraid that i would not do well? esp chem and amaths.. chem is my WEAKEST subject. really leh.. shit.
Written @ PM 9:32
well, today i went to some geog thing. some game thing. quite ok la. like we can get bonus marks! :) thn~ erm.. nothing much happened. i just feel stressed abt all the tests next week. plus the mini exams on jan! stupid. thn there's chinese olevels.. i am really sick of it. olevels pls be easy and managable!
Written @ PM 7:50
yay! there was training again :) somehow, its always fun with djt! not like my shitty class.. went to alex hse! omg! so nice! she's like so rich la! i envy lor! anyway, training was quite good today. i think we train quite hard? so many funny things happened! first was: cheryl: omg! jayna is here!!! everyone: omg really?! hurry, go up and train NOW!! thn me, cheryl and edrea ran up to the room. while jodie and alex went to pick jayna. but she wasn't there.. i was kinda freaked out. coz cheryl said she saw someone wearing green and white carrying a hoop! LOL!
thn when we were exploring the hse cheryl said: " omg. so cool! every room got a door eh!" omg! so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but she meant it in another way la.. hahaha! omg jumping on the trampoline was soooooo fun! we were like laughing and playing like little kids! training was FUN today! yay! i love djt! always make my day :)
its only TUESDAY!!!!!!!! it feels like thurs?! i hate headstart! seriously! so BORING! and they give us shit tests next week. i mean like whats the point!! its not even gonna be counted for CA! thn for amaths they have some mini exam on jan 2010. like wth la! if u fail, u have to drop leh! WL. such a stupid thing! omg.. how long would this take?! FASTERRRRRRRRRR.
oh yeah! i want djt chalet! sleepover!!!! :)
on the korean side: 2pm's new song, erm.. i think a bit too much background music? but i'm anticipating ther comeback and their mv.. and why is everyone getting swine flu?!!!!!!! LOL! so funny lor. 2ne1 is coming back soon? f(x) with new song. (good, coz i'm a little sick of them now) erm.. i can't think of anyone else.. who else ah? oh ya! WONDER GIRLS IS ACTUALLY PRETTY SICK OF THEIR OWN SONG: NOBODY. i can understand them la. coz they have sang it for like 1 year aldy!! if i were them, i would get SUPER sick of it aldy!
Written @ PM 3:05
OMG! DID U SEE 2PM'S NEW TEASER?! its called "tired of waiting" when i saw it, i had goosebumps! hehe! not that its not nice, but i think that they really want jay back? quite touching la. they even finished shooting their mv aldy. 2pm FIGHTING! i'll support u guys :)
today i could wake up at 6.45 :) coz no morning assembly! yay! lessons are super boring! and u have a stupid tests next week! urghs! i heard amaths olevel was hard u know!! i hate olevels! i dun wanna take it!!! ahhhhhh.. so stressful!!
Written @ PM 6:48
YES!!!!!!!!! 2PM IS COMING BACK ON THE 13TH OF NOV.. i dun know if hottest would support them as 6-member grp. but i just hope they would.. i miss them! although jay would not be there, but I MISS KHUN!!! OMG! i'm so mean right? but i think jay would come back someday.. SO HAPPY! i hope it would be a big hit.. hehe! 2pm FIGHTING!
Written @ PM 4:28
its great to hear wooyoung and taeyeon sing!! after so long.. omg. sembawang music store went bankrupt thn it had like 75% off everything! i bought a big bang cd and some jap one. hehe! :) today i bought assessment bks and fbts! spent quite a bit i guess..
oh ya! congrats to SHINee for winning inkigayo! and tmr i'm disecting a heart! :) yay!