I WANNA WATCH MY SISTER'S KEEPER! when i tried to watch it online, it keeps saying " u have reach the maximum limit, pls wait 34 more minutes" like wth! urghs! so irritating. i dun wanna waste money watching it in the cinema too. :( so i gave up half way. stupid.
Written @ 오후 11:32
hey! today i'm feeling HAPPY :) school was kinda boring. nothing interesting. but, djt would always make my day a happier one. went to jo's condo to train. i think we training today was better than i expected.. at least, i can finally work those fats of mine. hehe! tmr surely will have muscle ache one. haha! i liked today.. :) coz finally could train with djt! <3 but i took 2h to go home! it was the peak hour PLUS it was raining! omg. seriously it was so long. and i was wet! :(
i realised i am not really close to ppl? like my friends, are only friends.. maybe its my character? i'm a bit anti-social. but i think i have very few friends :( like CLOSE ones. even if they were ONCE close before, people do change, so i guess i distant myself away.. still djt is always the best! :) coz they will always be there for u. because djt never changes..
i dun really like my class ppl. realy leh. like i find people change SO MUCH! i hate it. they become a whole new person! urghs. whatever la. i dun like school now. so boring. everyday facing a class which i dun like :( 2 more weeks of studying............... WL. stupid olevels. make ppl go crazy la! AH!
Written @ 오후 5:07
ok. headstart is totally BORING! wa lao. all the lessons are so dry. i dun want ms ng as geog teacher. she makes me sleep nowadays. and and! eng is ms he?! :( urghs! so dry. but somehow, i'm sort of attentive? like maybe it is starting to dawn on me that the word OLEVELS is staring at my face now.. omg. i dun wanna do it! urghs but no choice. so i guess, for the rest of this yr, i would be revising? SIAN!
its kinda funny how i previously said that i got so much to do when exams are over? but i have NOT done a single thing. lol! i have been longing to cut my hair. but i have not done it. GO OUT? too lazy to do so. so everyday i come back hme, sleep, slack. i dun really like going out. haha! so weird! THIS IS TOTALLY NOT ME! i dun like it. really. i feel different? maybe pms-ing. but i know its not. pms is random mood swings. but this is not. i'm feeling different like most of the time?!
Written @ 오후 5:04
i'm really sorry.. its my fault. but i dunno what to do.. i know this isn't me. but i can't do anything.. i tried.. i can only give myself excuses. but i dunno why this is happening.. i'm sorry.. i really am.. it would get better soon (:
Written @ 오후 7:30
tmr no sch!! yay! as in lessons la.. and can wake up later! (: i dunno whats wrong with me nowadays. i'm very easily irritable.. and i'm so serious abt lessons? weird right? maybe i'm pms-ing. but like its not. coz it has been going on for over a week. ok whatever la.. haha!
parkbom's song is nice! (: and quite sad mv.. hehe! ^^
Written @ 오후 6:33
I HATE MY SISTER! SHE IS ONLY 9 YEARS OLD AND SHOWS TOTALLY NO RESPECT TO ANYONE. EVEN MY PARENTS.
just now, i was sleeping.. got this fucking irritating sound. " daddy daddy daddy daddy... !!!!" she does this in the bathroom like continuously like for 5 mins?! just to irritate my father. i SCREAM and asks her to shut up the damn mouth of hers. she continues.
when she finishes her shower, she brings food into the room. my father says: lois, no eating in the room. she just sits there and eat. i got up and shouted at her: WHERE'S UR MANNERS? she looks up, walks to the other side and just eats. WTH! SHE CAN STILL SAY, "WHY I WANT TO WHAT.." with that idiotic face.. I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEE HER! ALL SHE DOES IS BOSS EVERYONE AROUND. SHOWS NO RESPECT AT ALL. A USELESS PIECE OF SHIT.
i seriously dun understand wtf is wrong with her. i just feel like slapping that damn face of her's.. till she bleeds. EVER SINCE SHE WAS BORN, NOT ONCE HAS SHE SAID A SORRY WITH A SINCERE HEART. i rather not have a sister like that.
Written @ 오전 12:28
today was a great day. i was pretty happy with my results ^^ had a movie with djt. although the movie wasn't that great. haha! still... had tution. kinda missed it? i missed jamie and my tutor.. like we were so relaxed.. just slowly doing our work while gossiping.. hahaha!
I HATE MAKING DECISIONS. its so hard u know?! like i dun wanna regret it. but i know i would.. ahhhhhhhh.. another BIG headache! i dunno. i really dun know how?!
Written @ 오후 5:32
wah. this month is seriously for all the boy bands. MBLAQ. B2ST, SS501, SHINee. all got good songs and dance cheography. i'm liking all of them.. haha! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Written @ 오후 3:12
there's nothing much to write these few days. well.. last night i mopped the floor!! (: i'm proud of myself.. erm.. thn erm.. really nothing aldy! SIAN. mummy is starting work tmr.. :( and tmr, the rest of the papers will be given out. i hope and pray i will do ok :) DJT training! YAY!
SUPER INFLEXIBLE ALDY..
Written @ 오전 2:13
FRIDAY. we got back ss, eng, chinese, amaths, emaths. i think i did ok for all (: but maths was really careless. watever, its over.. i dun wanna dwell on it. haha! mon is all the sciences and humanities. ah yo.. i dunno how i'm gonna do. i hope i did ok (:
oh ya! toay was like super boring. coz everyone is cramped up in the hall. so HOT and tiring. imagine listening to the teacher talk for 1h. and ur legs are starting to feel numb.. super irritating feeling. like u just wanna stand up, but u can't.. i hope mon won't be like that.. hehe!
dunno why, i just i'm just bored but i watched famil outing haha! funny sia.. but i pick and choose.. hehe!
Written @ 오후 10:04
YAY! TODAY I'M SO SUPER HAPPY!
just came back from jenny's restaurant.. at orchard central. super nice la.. like all the ppl whp eat there, quite rich. thn we only ordered 2 dishes. but it was like A LOT! omg. seriously, the food was HEAVENLY! it was like full course meal. appetizers, 2 dishes, dessert. but the appetizer was like 6 plates?! any various side dishes, salad.. so nice! and also quite ex. one dish aldy like 30? half way we eating, we aldy full.. but still have to eat. omg! had bingsoo for dessert!! NICE! AND HER PARENTS SUPERRRR NICE!! THEY SAID WE DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY! OMG. FREEEEEE! WAS SUPER HAPPY LA! yay yay yay! nice dinner... (: i wanna go there again!! oh ya. we went to thank the parents.. they're very friendly and nice! are all koreans nice?! seriously ah.. so nice.
there are so many "nice" words in my post today.. hahahahaha! because, i'm so happy!! i think i'm gonna get fat... i am so full! how?! oh ya.. since i got my phone which has a great camera, omg. i started camwhoring again.. omg. it has been so long since i took pics.. like 6 months?! LOL!
Written @ 오후 4:54
well, today i went to sch.
as usual, it was boring.
had malay class, slept halfway.
totally nvr listen.. hehe!
i dunno why but i was kinda irritated by someone..
maybe i'm pmsing? lol!
you're beautiful, ep 5 came out! ^^
NICE! hehe!
yes yes yes! later going to jenny's restaurant!
but thn only me and cass..
i scared no discount..
but anyways, ENJOY LA!
since, tmr we're getting back results :(
ms ong said our class did pretty well :) for eng
YAY! i didn't dare ask abt my results.
after that if not good, i would be depressed for the rest of the day..
Written @ 오후 2:33
YES YES YES! I DIDN'T GO SCHOOL TODAY! :)
Written @ 오전 12:13
URGHHHHHHH! I DUN WANNA GO TO SCHOOL! I-DO-NOT-WANT-TO-GO-TO-SCHOOL!! MUMMY IS FINE WITH IT. BUT DADDY DOESN'T WANNA LIE FOR ME!!!! STUPID!!! I'M SUPER IRRITATED AND ANGRY! like go school FOR WHAT?! all u do is some stupid stuff which is BORING! i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really dun wanna go.................................. why make me suffer?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! vhbeoljvbavaln ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why why why?! I SAID I DUN WANT MEANS I DUN WANT! AND I MEAN IT.. heh. i sound like some spolit brat. but who cares. i cannot take it! today was aldy super bad! bored to the MAX! hgio;ngfq
Written @ 오후 5:25
OMG! seriously, today SUCKED! first, everything was sooooooo BORING! i rather stay at home.. really!! so super sian. u just feel that ur time is totally wasted. i rather stay at hme and sleep! ^^ stupid school! urghs! I DUN WANNA GO SCH TMR! I AM SERIOUS! ah ya. dun care la. i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee schoolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll..
oh ya! i'm also damn scared abt the results. i'm scared i wun do well.. oh shit, why do i get this feeling so early?! maybe coz ms ho said our class didn't do well.. fwonfgughorngengoei ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! why so stress one?!
Written @ 오전 2:28
The Miracle Of The Giving Fool starring: ha ji won, cha tae hyun.
a really nice and touching movie. taught me a few things.
Written @ 오후 6:16
omg. tmr there's sch~ sian.. dun even wanna go. but for the sake of AMATH FILE I MUST GO.. and cannot pon too. coz a MC must be produced, no parents letter.. i'm tired.. just came back from a swim :) apparently, swimming helps u to lose weight ^^ haha! yay! training on wed! i'm super inflexible aldy.. gotta train hard DJT! oh shit! i haven even start to file yet.. feel like sleeping.. :(
Written @ 오후 8:31
OH YA!! I'M SO HAPPY THAT TAEC AND WOOYOUNG ARE BACKKKKK FOR INKIGAYO!!!! :) SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!! TODAY WAS SUCH A GOOD DAY! I WANNA GO JENNY'S RESTAURANT EAT KOREAN FOOD!! OMG~ I'M CRAVING FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY! SO HAPPY.
Written @ 오후 8:24
omg. i starting to like MBLAQ and B2ST!! at first, i dun really care.. but when i took a closer look at their perf, i think they are quite hot and cute.. HAHA! but i lazy go learn their names. and go find out who i like. to like someone, its tiring, serious.
I GOT A NEW PHONE! ^^ yay! i wouldn't say it is the newest model, but i think its decent and nice. i took black coz pink was cheap looking and was kinda ugly for the model. :) mummy and daddy were nice. travelling the whole of singapore for 1 phone. SORRY~ but THANK U also! :)
Written @ 오전 12:33
omg! i love wang suk hyun!!! he is sooooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeee! 7 years old only! but he is super talented in acting!
Written @ 오후 9:59
HAD DINNER AT 9!! so late right?! because of my daddy.. long story la.. he was suppose to bring home food from a bbq thn came home so late. plus my grandfather was waiting. my mum was so pissed that she went to buy food instead. but it was funny because he kept saying "sorry" when he came home (not his usual self) haha! he won't admit he is wrong one.. but this time because my grandfather was there and plus my mummy's FIERCE scolding, he was SUPER NICE! my mummy is smart.. scold him on the phone, so loud until the ppl around him got scared. HAHA! when he not around, thn my mummy said: " he everytime win, thn i lose.. THIS TIME I GOT THE CHANCE, I MUST WIN!" LOL! but quite true la.. haha!
i guess the year 2009 isn't a very good year. h1n1, so many diasters, no mkmf, sad departures( eg, jay,kim jae dong-SGB,many more) ppl getting into accidents and drugs, PSLE was hard, blah blah.. the list can go on....... but since 2009 wasn't as good, 2010 WOULD BE BETTER! coz there's YOG, djt!, olevels? lol! it would be better... i know it would :)
Written @ 오후 4:16
i hope i can get a new phone this time :) pls.. pls..
Written @ 오전 1:11
omg this is so funny! i feel bad for zhoumi but kyuhyun just can't stop laughing! HAHA! oh ya! you're beautiful is such a nice drama! hehe! hongki is so funny!! but like its a bit of bof and hana kimi.. heading to the ground is getting boring. :( so fast, tmr is aldy sat.. I NEVER EVER WANNA GET BACK MY RESULTS! EVERRRRRR!
Written @ 오후 5:40
well.. today was kinda boring for far. actually, it should be really boring. woke up early today. at 10+. haha! thn slack, use comp, help to bake brownies, clear up my stuff, read a book. thats all? the worse thing that would happen after exams is: MY MUMMY! every hour, she would go: becky, pls clear up ur room! look at it! i dun even wanna go in! or " becky ah.. you are 15 years old.. at this age, i would clean the whole hse aldy. but u, at home dun even do housework. i dunno how u gonna get married next time.." " becky ah.. ah yo. pls act more like a girl la.. look at ur mess! " " girl ah.. i cook for u for 15 years, but now, u still dunno how to cook?! i thought u learnt home economics? " " rebekah tan. now ur exams over, got a lot of time right? pls make yourself useful hor.. " " eh, u fold ur clothes aldy? " " ah yo! why u shower so long one? "
yeah.. all this naging goes on forever.. seriously.. i feel like screaming! but i got use to it la~
Written @ 오후 5:30
happy birthday donghae!! :)
always be healthy and happy!
and hope u find a pretty and good girlfriend soon~
haha! and.. wish u all the best in everything!
fighting! ELF would always suport u.. ^^
Written @ 오후 7:37
i'm gonna pamper myself today! :)
Written @ 오후 6:58
TODAY wasn't DJT's day AT ALL! seriously super duper unlucky. first ramen ramen was close when we went to rail mall. thn had to eat some not so nice food at coffee bean and they we could only order at 11! it was 10 mins before also cannot. the drink sucked! sour and bitter! eww. thn we took a bus to newton. and thn took a train to tampines. super long. sat on the floor. talk and talk. ( relax ur lips! ) hahahaha! reached. took cab but the stupid cabs couldn't allow 5 ppl. so had to split up. :( we were on the cab not really knowing where we were going. in the end, the clubhouse was in thomson and not in tampines! wasted quite a lot of money. traveling around singapore! so like we probably spent 1 and a half hrs travelling? the best part was that the bowling alley was CLOSE! when we all thought it was gonna be ok. they had close it for some competition. wl. ok. so we sat there thinking of what to do next. without the need of spending money.. super tired aldy. and it had to RAIN!
ok so we decided to go jayna's hse to play wii :) as we were walking out, cheryl spotted a phone booth? yeah. so we like: can call anot ah? so cheryl anyhow go call her hse and gave the phone to jayna. jayna went: AHNA AHNA! thn cheryl's maid got damn scared. SUPER FUNNY. ok it sounds quite lame. but since we had such a sucky day so far, that made us happy. after that, things got much better! while waiting for alex mum to give us a lift, we took some video. it was hilarious! seriously! i dunno how to explain it. it was rather stupid. but seriously funny! esp JAYNA! hahahahhahahahahha! alex mum came in a rolls royce car. super nice car! like so vintage and all :) alex mum was nice to give us a lift to jayna's hse. thn went to jayna's hse and played wii! FUN:) i kept screaming and we all did stupid stuff :) it was fun ater all.. :) so tired... ok byes!
YAY EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! FREEDOM!!! but only for a short while. before our results. :(
Written @ 오전 12:11
i hope my gastric would be ok tmr.. pls... i wanna eat!! like now, i see food, i feel like vomiting. totally no appetite. and also, i really pray that i can sleep comfortably tonight. because of the stupid gastric, i cannot sleep properly. last paper tmr! jiayou!! its finally gonna be over soon :) yay! gonna go out with DJT! :) i wanna eat food again. :) really~ i want my appetite back!
Written @ 오전 10:40
omg. today was the worse ever paper. i had gastric half way when i doing it. damn pain ok?! i couldn't even concentrate. i screw it la.
Written @ 오후 7:20
ahhhhhhhhhh. lit is so sian. nothing much to study abt lor.. i dun really care aldy. so sick of studying................. i wanna trim my hair. its so out of shape! and thn go out! hehe! hurry! exams pls be over la!!!! so many things i wanna do..
Written @ 오후 7:00
omg i had MAJOR cramps today. damn pain ok?! had to cancel tution because of it. anyway, tmr is lit. gonna study. byes!
Written @ 오전 1:32
omg i heard psle math paper was hard. i read the newspaper and they gave one of the hard qns i guess.
this is it: "Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"
i cannot solve it u know!! i used algebra. but still... i got 4y-96: 7y so weird. heh. a 15 year old girl can't do a 12 year old math qn. i felt stupid. maybe also i forgot how to do ratio. but i must admit its really hard.
btw, THE ANS IS: 68 :) happy solving.. tell me if u can do it.. hehe!
oh ya. good luck to physics and history students! :) jiayou. hehe. i dun needa go to sch tmr.. haha!
Written @ 오후 5:56
Your words hurts me. I hate you.
Written @ 오후 3:27
blahhhhhhhhhh....... blahhhhhhhhhh....... i'm so bored but angry also. coz i suddenly rmbed how to do one amaths qn which could have gotten me 5 more marks. urghs!
anyway, last night learnt how to tie a korean bun with my short hair. learnt it from youtube, haha! i was super thrilled abt it.. hehe! i wanna grow long hair now. coz long hair can do a lot of hairstyles. hehe!
Written @ 오후 7:04
i think now kpop industry is quite screwed. lol. esp this year~
1.ppl getting into drugs.
2.comments are damn harsh.
3.almost everyone goes for plastic surgery. so that they can look pretty, slim or whatever, honestly, koreans kinda look the same.. BIG eyes, perfect body figure, high nose, small face, long curly hair.. all abt the same one..
4.so many anti fans/stalkers. but there are an equal number of super crazy fans.
5.they hold protest, boycotting just to get what they want.
6.celebrities don't really have a life cause their schedules are crazily packed.
7.competition is so high that they have to comeback almost every 3 months.
8.and companies have to rack their BRAINS to make sure its a success. by copying music from the US, sometimes weird fashion, addictive dance steps.
9.netizens make sure that celebrites's life is PERFECT. which means, they will check up everything. that means no secrets can be kept. they make life every super difficult for them.
10.horrible rumours, sometimes destroys their career.
11.one small mistake, its hard to come back again.
12.their every gesture, manners, everything, is being closely watched.
13.soooo many new groups. esp girl groups. until, there's not much originality. cute, sexy, pretty. how far can they go?
i can't think of anymore right now. but yeah. u get the picture? in short, celebrities dun have a life. but yet everyone wants to be a star.. its crazy...
Written @ 오후 6:59
its saturday today :) i barely studied.. haha!
totally no mood to do so. very sian lor.. anyway, only TWO more papers to go!! :) elec lit and amaths. but actually ah~ even after the exams, we only can rest for 1 week before there is headstart programme. so its back to the books again.. ah yo~ i'm gonna play as much as possible :) hehe!
Written @ 오후 6:54
today, i'm done with most of the subjects!! i've been waiting for this day for a longgg time!
but i think i won't do well for amaths and geog. because, i'm running a fever now. i already felt it in the morning but still. its not like i can skip exams right? during the amath paper, wa lao. my head was giving me so much trouble! urghs! geog it got better.. have no idea how i got fever! not enough sleep? too stressed? i just hope it would be gone soon :) at least i survived this week! yay!
Written @ 오후 9:51
i have NO idea why i'm so relaxed now. like i am scared but yet relaxed. how is that possible right? so irritating. so much to rmb... i hope i can rmb all lor! i'm so much more scared for geog and amaths. that one ah~ killer lor. i nvr really study geog and stupid amaths. they surely make it hard one. ahhhhh.. after this week, i can relax :) because, most of the subjects are done! :) JIAYOU!! a few more days.. just a few more days!
Written @ 오후 3:33
yay~ done with half of emaths and chem! unexpectedly emaths was tough while chem was easier han expected.. haha! tmr emaths paper 1 and bio. i hope they are both easy. i'm slightly more scared for bio. but i need to do well for paper 1 in order to pull up my marks. k all the best :)
Written @ 오후 3:26
i'm pissed off.. people change so quickly. and my dad irritates me to the max! i hate it. so much!
Written @ 오후 1:10
chinese paper. was ok la. but paper 2 was kinda tough. anyway, did my best aldy :) so there's no regrets.. i did not freak out so i think it was ok..
tmr emaths and chem. KILLER! super tiring!! i hope i can pass chem and do well for emaths. and dun freak out :)
Written @ 오후 11:16
9 MORE DAYS! to the end of exams!
i dunno if studied enough~ i hope i did.. all i need to do is NOT to freak out. thats my BIGGEST weakness. when i freak out, my mind goes blank! so jiayou everyone! do ur best and let god do the rest :) and all the best for tmr's chinese paper! ^^ hope its not hard. hehe!
Written @ 오후 4:49
i think i'm falling sick.. :(
but it maybe a blessing in disguise.. hehe! gonna go for tution. byes!
Written @ 오후 7:15
I AM SOOO SICK OF STUDYING!!
Written @ 오후 11:20
3rd oct.. mainly studied chem. which totally sucked! i can tell u that i HATE chem to the maximum! it sucks so bad! i hate geog too. partly coz of ms ng's disgusting behaviour these days which irritates me! geog sucks man~ u know what? i'm really tired.. seriously~ of all the studying. it really makes me sick man.. urghs! why can't they space the exams more?
so so so so so stressful!! hurry hurry! make it over soon.. if this goes on for too long, i just might go crazy! i dunno how i'm gonna survive next week.... urghs! ahhhhhhh~ stupid exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written @ 오전 12:06
omg. i dunno how i'm gonna survive next week. i can tell u i would be super mentally tired! bio and emath geog and amath chem and emath!!!! like how?~ i'll be soooo tired! and i'm scared i cannot think.. :( the 3 BIG DAYS for me..
slightly less than 2 weeks!! YAY! its gonna be over soon. i can't wait!! and i would NOT wanna get back my results! :) i would be so sad if i fail (except ss and lit) jiayou everyone! in this time of craziness!
Written @ 오후 11:23
today was rather boring. spent most of the time studying? siannnnnnnnnnnnn. i can't wait for exams to be OVER! :) haha! but thn again. one word stares at u: OLEVELS! life just so tough and tiring.. oh man, i just want time to stop!
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