Written @ 오전 2:34
i'm gonna continue whining like a baby.
this is what i have NOT finished revised:
bio: excretion
chem: half
lit: all.
chinese: er... formats? phrases?
amaths: omg. erm.. bits and pieces
emaths: the expotential graphs, standars form and sec 2 stuff
geog: 7 freakin more chpts
how am i suppose to finish all this crap in erm.. 6 days?!
urghahhhhhhhh......
and olevels?!
stupid la~ i hate it now.
why must it be like that?
why is singapore so small and competitive?!
do u know how hard it is?
urghs! and and! all those smarty overseas scholars!
come singapore FOR what?!
do u know that u are just taking away our places!
and giving us less chances of becoming a successful person?!
go back to ur country la..
come singapore is also as a stepping stone.
so that u could go US in the future..
i'm feeling so irritated now!
ahhhhhhhhhhhh......
the education system is irriatating!
and u know what?!
we dun have a freaking choice.
we're stuck on this island: singapore.
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stupid la!!!!!!!!!!!
Written @ 오전 2:18
omg. i hate geog now!
its even worse than bio.
all the memorisation!
seriously ah~
when i look at it, i feel like sleeping.
i have only covered natural veg..
my brain is sooo saturated!
like i can maybe memorise it for a short while.
after awhile, it suddenly disappears!
i am considering dropping geog.
like pure geog become elec.
since i suck at elec lit too~
so maybe i'l do that~
urghsss! its so irritating!
stupid geog. SO MUCH TO STUDY!
and why must it be on the same day as amaths.
its sooo tiring!
but I CAN'T DROP IT LA!~
what if i fail chinese. thn ms soh will force me take clb.
thn i do not have enough subjects..
i have sooo much to do for geog :(
like i only covered 4 chpts?
i must study with pris.
only then, i can memorise.
and CHEM! wth~
i hate chem too!
urghs. sec 3 suck so bad.
next time worse.
sometimes i wished like i was born in a different era..
life would be so much easier.
OMG. I AM SUPER STRESSED NOW!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Written @ 오후 3:51
today done with 2 papers: ss and eng. :)
7 more to go!
chinese, lit, bio, chem, emaths, amaths and geog.
omg today i was so tired aldy..
i dunno how the other papers would be...
omg. suck la..
STRESS!
Written @ 오후 8:40
HAPPY BIRTHDAY- BY CORRINNE MAYDon't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's
just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have
rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year
we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story
of how you've come to be
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all
the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a
blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all
your dreams come true
So light a candle on your cake
For every
smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to
grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the
years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into
wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your
eyes
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've
shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy
in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
i love this song~
its so sweet.. meaningful and touching..
its not anyone's birthday but still, i love this song~
today's singpiration was great.
after a long time... :)
well, tmr is exams.
scared? hehe!
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE! :)
Written @ 오전 1:50
i tend to find myself loney esp at night..
i guess there is no one to talk to thats why..
so i shall blog.. :) hehe!
ermmm.. well..... there's nothing much to talk abt actually~
coz everyone is just studying at home.
no fun. :(
*sigh* when exams are over it will get better.
i'm not sure if i'll do well for eoys.
i hope i do.. :)
i did study quite a lot but at the same time,
i dunno why but i dun really feel stressed.
haha! i keep saying this but somethimes its frustrating!
tmr there's sch.. sian..
gotta go study for ss :)
byes!
Written @ 오전 12:41
people say that the best time in ur life would be the days when u are studying.
its hard to believe them..
everytime we graduate and promote to the next level,
its like a whole new challenge.
and i never fail to think: omg last yr was so much easier than this yr.
it just gets worse.. but still we get through it..
i'm thinking like would i regret it if i didn't study harder?
and i'm thinking if only i could know what would i become in the future..
what are god's plans for me?
i really really wanna know!!~
i wish i didn't have to work..
i cannot imagine myself doing the same thing
for the rest of my life.
isn't it hard? to work just for a bowl of rice?
ahhh~ life is so frustrating.
so much to worry about
so much to do
ah yo~
sometimes i think about:
why did god create mankind? so that we could glorify him?
then why do he put us through so much?
he could have just made us to be happy always with no worries..
why make the earth the only planet for humans to survive?
wouldn't it be soo cool if we could go on another planet for a holiday?
hahahaha! sometimes i think about these kind of things..
weird right? heh!
but i guess things do happen for a reason.
only when i go to heaven one day, then i shall ask him myself :)
i wish i wouldn't grow older.....................................................................
Written @ 오후 2:47
ITS FRIDAY!~
4 more days to exam.. sian~
i hope i would do well for exams.
and like dun fail..
thats all i'm wishing for~
but i'm so scared that the eoys would be hard..
i wanna pass my chem! and chinese! and ss and lit!
these subject ah~
ok must jiayou everyone!
2 more weeks!! :)
i can't wait for everything to be OVER!
but i dun wanna get my results.. heh!
Written @ 오후 4:48
i think i screwed chinese oral.
haha!
i was stammering the whole time!
later got tution.
AGAIN. i think there is not a day when i do not have tution.. :(
except sat or sun? if lucky thn fri too :)
exams.. oh stupid exams..
urghs. super irritating!!! :(
Written @ 오전 12:38
TODAY WAS SOOO TIRING!
ok after school, rushed for maths tution.
mentally tired from a emath paper.
after that, i went hme at abt 7pm
and 7.30 was my chinese tution.
cause tmr got oral.
haiz.. she stayed for abt 2h i guess..
and i had to talk half of the time.
after ALL the tution.
i spent time so study ss.
and realise iwas so tired.
i went to take a nap and ended up
waking up at 12.30!
ok. yeah~ i think i'll study till 1am or 2am~
bye! ss sucks.
Written @ 오후 9:12
Today was a rather productive day.
went to prissy's hse. studied 2 and a half chpts of geog.
not bad aldy leh..
considering that it is damn hard to memorise so much!
STUPID VEGATATION! :(
this "long" weekend, was alright la. manage to study quite a bit.
but still, there is a lot more..(i think)
i seriously DON'T KNOW WHY!
BUT WHY DO I FEEL NOT NERVOUS?!
like i dun care abt exams.
which is NEXT WEEK?!
i'm scared it would be hard..
but now i'm not.
it feels like as long as i know i'm working my ass off now,
i think it would pay off?
whatever la.
although there's so much to study
i kinda think that it would be ok..
URGHS. IT FEELS WEIRD!
like i dun care so much abt results anymore.
Written @ 오전 1:39
MY BROTHER ACTUALLY HELPED ME IN CHEM..
FIRST TIME IN A LONG WHILE..
AND I'M THANKFUL?
even though he doesn't take chem now. but he still rmbs!
i'm thinking of changing to livejournal..
should i?
livejournal seems nicer.. haha!
anyway, i have no idea why but i'm not scared for exams anymore.
WHY?! but there are some weird things which happened.
like when i am sleeping. at times, i am semi conscious
and i would like sort of "test" myself.
like "what happens to the right ventricle when it contracts?"
funny right? and thn i would fall back into sleep..
its kinda scary.. hahaha!
I CAN DO ALL THINGSTHROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME..
maybe cause i know whn i tried my best, everything would be fine.
cause i'm trusting god..
Written @ 오후 7:58
Written @ 오전 3:07
MY 200TH POST :Dstudying bio now.. and i found a piece of paper.i think me and cass were scribbling in class..and it wrote " again and again " on the notes.and i realised it was in april when they came back.like OMG. it seemed like only a month ago!!stupid la. hate it when time passes so fast...seriously hate it.when u suddenly grow older each day,more stress, more problems, blahhh..and u just wish that time would just stopor maybe u could turn back time.when all this crap didn't happen..ahhhh.. i hate it! :(i guess we are just too busy everyday.thats y.. I WANNA GO KOREA NOWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written @ 오후 11:07
ok in this post, i shall not say anything abt exams.
because its
depressing and irritating.
i'm happy this wk cause many online stuff came!
the gym shoes from russia.
gmarket clothes :)
albums
new things make me really happy..
i dunno. sometimes i do think i'm a bit of a shopaholic.
when i go out, i must buy something.
if not i would feel empty and irritated. haha!
the clothes, shoe, albums are all NICE!
like better than i expected? :D
HOWEVER, my mum dunno. and i also dunno how to tell her.
surely will nag, scold, blah blah..
BUT i love it and i wanna wear it..
have to think of excuses. maybe as christmas present?
but christmas is like sooooo long more.
ah yoooooo... how?
i'm almost tempted to complain abt exams and hw.
bu i would summarise it in one word:
SUCKS! D:
Written @ 오후 11:20
I'M SO FREAKING STRESSED!!!
like i wanna do well so badly.
but i feel like i'm stupid at times.
and i'm sooo scared eoy would be hard.
and i cannot do well..
seriously, its freaking me out.
and and my brother keeps talking abt jc..
omg...............................................
lord i am really relying on u.
to gimme strength
wisdom and determination!!!
please help me................
and i know u will. (:
Written @ 오후 5:38
well.. back to school.
as usual, boring as ever but at least 2 teachers nvr come..
so FREE PERIOD! :)
amaths test was erm.. ok i guess.
but i think won't do very well coz i nvr really studied. heh!
and i freaked out during the test..
oh well. its a test. at least not eoy. haha!
eoy can seriously drain out my brain cells!
so much to memorise.. omg..
but at least today got gmart stuff. nice :)
but thn i dunno how to tell mummy lor.
surely nag and scold..
Written @ 오후 1:19
its sunday aldy.. D:
tmr have to go to sch.. wl..
but i feel quite accomplished la..
finished half of bio, almost done for amaths.. and a few chpts of chem..
not so bad. but bio took up the most time!
anyway, today gotta rush my hw! :(
soo. byes
Written @ 오전 2:22
I WANT TIME TO SLOW DOWN... like seriously..i wanna take time to actually realise the people around me.
to appreciate them and cherish them.
those happy and sad moments.. just passes so quickly.
but i hardly take time to understand why it happens.
and who were those beside me.
i really really wish i was "young" again.
like maybe 13?
when i was more innocent.
when i was not serious abt anything.
when everything was so much more carefree..
but i think secondary life is the BEST.
having great great friends..
to support u, care for u, do all crazy stuff.
3 years have past and only now i stopped and wondered
how i might have enjoyed sec sch.
though we may complain A LOT..
but i think its the process which makes us stronger..
and create lots of friendship bonds..
its quite sad to think that u only have got 1 more year of sec sch life.
times passes so fast and very soon we would all go separate ways.
start another journey in our lives.
making new friends again.. blah blah.
honestly i hate changes.
to be thrown into a new environment/culture.
maybe cause i take a longer time to adapt to it?
but i think i should start treasuring time with everyone.
and be grateful for the friends which god have given to me..
because in a blink of an eye, we would all graduate and say our good-byes.
i think its true that adults say we must cherish our sec sch life.
cause that is the period where we make really good friends
and its also a period where it is the MOST FUN! :)
gonna sidetrack for a bit. heh.
jay's last perf was quite touching..
like during the perf u could see in his eyes
how sorry he was. he also seemed like he couldn't face the audience.
like he was really diff. his eye and facial expression tells it all.
all the petitions and boy-cottings is no use la.
cause what jay needs is time to rest and build up his confidence.
obviously that is not gonna be instant.
so could the fans out there stop giving jyp such a hard time?
and most importantly, the rest of 2pm members..
they need support and love too.. boy-cotting them is totally not the solution.
in the recent perf of taec with baek jiyoung..
he hardly smiled nor did he take off his sunglasses
which also proof to show that his eyes probably swollen fom crying
or he knew he was unable to give the right eye connect with the audience.
sooo.. just stop it all those petition or whatsoever..
Written @ 오후 8:43
well.. today passed really fast!
woke up at 11.30 coz i slept at 4am last night..
studying la.
ok. thn rushed to do tution hw.. plus school work.
went for english tution
thn came hme for chinese tution.
yeah.. thats abt it. gonna have to stay up again.. :(
i wanna train for djt now..
i growing stiff... and inflexible. haha!
fans are boycotting jyp until ja comes back..
give them a break la.
seriously. jay also needs time right?
but maybe this is some strategy?
to make korean netizens forgive and yet welcome him back?
dunno la. ah yo. crazy korean netizens.
got nothing better to do.
sit in front of the com the whole day ah?
hehhe! i wanna sleeepppppppppp.... zzZZZ
Written @ 오전 2:36
DJT!!
yay! what a nice pic.. :)
love it..
must train really really hard after exams.
and i promise i will lose weight ( like lao shi said)
Written @ 오후 10:53
TODAY IS JAYNAAAA'S BURSTDAY!!
ahahahaha!~
we made a djt shirt! yay!
so met up with cheryl at queenstown there
after my dental.
thn ate a bit of lunch before we collected it.
we were SUPER SCARED that it would turn out shitty.
but in the end!!! IT WAS NICE..
better than we expected.. :)
ok. so csbbed to orchard
to give jayna a surprise.. :)
jayna aldy sort of knew.. lols!
anyway, it was nice to have a pretty pic of djt
for the very first time! :)
thn we played the DRESS UP GAME AGAIN.
this time, i think the clothes not so mean..
yeah.. jayna treated us to dunkin' donuts!!
thn we went hme..
oh ya btw, yami yougurt is NICE! :)
and etude house at orchard is a bomb!
went there just for freebies. heh!
more products..
HAPPY BURSTDAY JAYNAAAAAAAAA!
DJT!! ^^
Written @ 오후 12:53
Written @ 오전 1:21
so now, 2pm's jay has gone...
it would never the the same again..
i worry more abt the rest of 2pm coz like now,
their carrers are affected.
somemore, now its the peak of their career.
and it has only been 1 year!! :(
reminds me of what happened to wonde girls?
maybe jay would come back.. after 2 years like hyunah?
lols!
wooyoung fainted? not very sure but thats what they said.
poor thing.
they all must be damn sad now but what to do?
jay just needs to get away with it..
jyp~ find a new member or stick to 6?
i think 6 would be better!
unless, some better guy could replace him?
erm.. i wouldn't really like it though.. heh!
like the 2pm now is so diff aldy..
its a weird feeling.
like they have to start all over again..
to gain the popularity and all that.
its really a pity.. still, the netizens went too far! :(
so mean..
ok. HYUNJOONG GOT H1N1!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHA!
I DUNNO Y BUT I THINK ITS FUNNY! :)
hehehe!
anyway, get well soon :)
had a very bad cramp today.
tutioned and studied amaths.. :)
tmr gonna do bio... and chem? or what?
i dunno~
Written @ 오후 12:31
2pm please dun split up..
even with jay gone, it would not be the same ever again~
pls pls.. everyone just forgive him la~
ah yo~ he very poor thing leh..
just let him go..
this is also affecting the rest of the members.
its just one mistake.
why must u all ruin their careers?
they worked so hard..
and now?
its only 1 year plus..
he aldy said sorry right?
i really really pity him now..
and 2pm also.
u all so mean :(
just FORGIVE AND FORGET!
Written @ 오후 8:59
last day of school!! :)
ok. time for revision..
sooooo much to study~ ah yo..
anyway, progress report was better than i expected :)
hahaha!
had chem consultation with ms tan.
she went through like for almost 3h explaining 3 chpts.
but quite good la. like revision like that..
but CLARE had to come.
it was damn funny! hahahahah!
coz pris and durga kept making fun of her..
hehe! but the way they say soo funny!
and ms tan kept saying " shhhh! dun say so loud la.. "
k gtg!
Written @ 오후 7:17
ok. today was a really irritating day.
had bad dream. got flu.
missed chinese tution.
studied lit. wanted to skip eng tution..
but in the end, my mum forced me to go.
cabbed there. and i damn pissed with the cab driver!
dunno how to drive one.
reached late. the tution ppl super damn irritating!
so noisy and immature! omg~
my mum is in a bad mood.
me also..
my sister damn irritating!
(scolded me for telling her to cover her mouth when she coughs coz i dun wanna fall sick)
stupid asshole.
i think i'm pms-ing.
thats y i am very moody now~
tmr there's gym and tution.
really tired.......
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