well, have been really really busy these days.
test, gym, tution. seriously driving me up the wall.
everyday i would think:
omg. i am damn tired. i dunno how i'm gonnaa survive the day
can i just faint during assembly?
exams in 1 month! i dun even know if i can do it.
my brain is gonna explode from the information we have to memorise.
can i not go for gym? i'm really tired.
omg. i suck at gym. did i make the right choice?
these days, actually to be honest, for months
i have like neglected god.
i feel so distant from him.
but the only way now,
is to cling on to him. trusting that he would be able to pull me through.
trusting he is able to give e that extra bit of strength and wisdom.
to just entrust all my worries onto him.
thats the only way i can break free from all these thoughts.
its honestly a big struggle for me.
coz i am super duper negative abt myself.
i often give up eaily so yeah.
i can only clin onto his promises and on my part work hard..
i need and want to pass all subjects!
now, i think its like impossible to even do my exams.
its hard for me tot hink i can do it.
seriously, i get frustrated with myself damn easily!
i need to trust him :)