ok. oh well.
i'm just going to be really really honest in this post.
i need to say it out.
because that feeling is stuck inside me.
and i have never expressed it.
so here it goes:
today, some thoughts got into me.
i dunno if i'm gonna succeed in djt.
for some reasons?
its the first and last yr doing djt.
i'm not ery qi with the rest.
and i seriously dun wanna let anyone down.
i'm scared that i'll screw up on comp day.
maybe its too early to say.
i dunno how i'm gonna balance my studies.
my schedule is screwed up now.
i dunno y, but i'm so negative now.
mon- gym. 6.30, RUSH LIKE CRAZY for tution.
i feel damn tired. i can't really like concentrate.
tues: FREE!
wed: SAME AS MON.
thurs: eng tution
fri: chinese tution
sat: kor lessons
sun: church.
maybe i'm PMS-ing for something.
but i'm REALLY sick of my schedule!
it damn freakin tiring!
WAKING UP AT 5.45AM
REACHING HOME AT 10PM!
still, there's homework to be done.
and all i want to do is sleep.
but i can't. in the end, i stay up till 1am.
i have difficulty waking up.
my eyes are blood shot. i'm so scared to put my contacts in.
this happens every mon and wed.
its draining me.. A LOT~
STUPIDDDD TESTS!
ITS MAKING IT EVEN WORSE!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
I'M SICK OF MY LIFE!
OMG.
I CAN'T BELIEVE EXAMS ARE COMING UP.
I WANNA DO WELL.
BUT I DUN HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO~
TSK!
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