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Written @ 오후 10:35
OMG! TODAY WAS FUNNNNNNNN!
ok. teacher's day celebration.
VERY LITTLE FOOD :(
but still, the imitations were really funny.
esp mdm teng's one.. hahahaha!!
mrs yip even came. so weird.

anyway, after all the party, went out with jo, alex and cheryl
went to alex's house first
coz alex wanna change.
thn there was this BIG arguement abt changing.
jodie would go " if becky and cheryl dun change, thn i'll not change"
alex: "huh.. i dun wanna be the only loser shit.
becky and cheryl just change la...."
me and cheryl: "dun want. we would look like toots wearing a dress,
with a bagpack and sch shoes?!"
this conversation went on for like 15-20 mins?
LOL! thn in the end, cheryl the brave one went to TRY..
so yeah. we all wore outside clothes except me. heh!

ate lunch at coffee club. ok la the food.
not that great..
so went to taka first, thn wisma, thn ion.
ion was the best! :)
coz we went to erm... i forgot where.
but we went to try ridiculous clothes.
we picked clothes for each other.
so of course, it was damn FUNNYYYY!
i picked for alex at first and jodie picked for me.
OMG! jodie's clothes was DAMN FUNNY LA!
like a huge sweater with pink tights!!
she looked like a toot! (sorry jo)
laughed like shit!
good job cheryl! :)
ok. i chose a pink dress for alex!
quite funny.. :)
coz totally not alex style.
mine was like some super short shorts!
wa lao! hahahahah!

but the stupid salesgirls were damn pissed with us.
wth. so irritating!
watever. we went to topshop!
this time, alex chose for me and i chose for jodie.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
THIS WAS THE FUNNIEST!
I GOT THIS DISCO LEGGINGS FOR HER
(SUPER BLINK BLINK)
AND A MATCHING RIPPED SLEEVELESS SHIRT!
OMG IT WAS SERIOUSLY SUPER DUPER FUNNY.
WHEN U SEE THE FRONT, STILL OK.
BUT WHEN SHE TURN AROUND, WA LAO.
SURELY WILL LAUGH LIKE SHIT.
alex one was also pretty shitty. cause it was PINK
and like the design was damn ugly..
mine was like some 1kg jacket and a dress.
the jacket ah~ like seriously dunno made up of what..
LOL! ok. was tired aldy..
so went on to serious shopping.
me nd cheryl were looking for a neon tanktop.
but in the end also cannot find.
HAHAS.
ok tired aldy.
a lot of things happened actually.
but yeah.. i wanna go sleep..

Written @ 오후 7:19
ITS SUNDAY!~
wa lao. tmr is monday again..
at least its half day la~ heh!
dunno if wanna go shop with jo, alex and cheryl
coz like.. i wanna study
(like so nerd)
but still~ abt 29 days to exams
:( not prepared at all..

JIYOUNG'S PERF WAS REALLY AWESOME.
but on vocals, a bit disappointed.
coz like he nvr sing a lot..
still dancing, effects and lighting were great :)
i think the back-up dancers were very good!
the clothes were nice too..
looking forward to the rest of the performances.
2ne1 need a different version of i don't care..
NICE ;) displayed their vocal skills..

kara won..
erm... not very happy?
coz i wanted 2ne1 or g dragon to win~
when they won, no offence but i really didn't like their facial expression.
like "omg omg. really? i cannot believe it!"
i dunno how to explain la.
like in a state of shock.
pls la. win thn win la.
dun need to be so emotional.
its only one time top the chart..
and is not like some big competition or award thing.

studying bio.
this time, i wanna get A1..

Written @ 오후 10:12
YAY! today's performances wasn't that boring..
music bank had 2ne1 :)
thn mnet 20's choice award..
there were 2ne1, 2pm, 2am, leehyori,.....
erm.. yeah~ thats all i care abt.
the rest? tiara? lol.
anyway, 2ne1 won 3 awards i think :)
2pm also.. including khun's award.
2pm's perf was ok/not bad la. but i think the raining thing was so damn funny!!!
they look so funny!!!!!!!
their hair all wet! thn their facial expression!
ahahahahaha!
they look nice in white.
junsu finally took off this mask..
i dunno why but he looks a bit dfferent.
can't really point it out.. just generally.
maybe i nvr see him take out for too long?

ok. 2ne1's perf was also great!
YAY! their dancing.
everything la.. :)
love 2ne1 :)

g.d won music bank :)
can't wait to see his perf..
i bet its super grand la!

tmr having tution at 10.30
thn korean class..

Written @ 오후 2:53
another week have passed so fast.
looking forward studying for the weekends. :(
haiz.......
i want djt training!! need some excitement!!

Written @ 오후 9:24
today was ok.
chem test was ok. not that hard..
had swensens!! :)
and now back to studies.

Written @ 오후 3:53
screw u, seriously.
whats the matter with u?!
urghs!
can't be bothered la. u suck.
i told myself i must forgive.
thats like almost impossible.
whatever.
i'm SERIOUSLY DAMN ANGRY TODAY.
VERY VERY BAD MOOD.


if i could commit suicide, i would.
i really cannot take it aldy.
the stress ah~

Written @ 오후 9:53
i must learn to forgive and forget.
ok. maybe through this incident, god is trying to tell me something
or teach me something.
its hard. but i'm gonna try.
to not be angry with her.
treat her normally. and be nice.
tmr is priscilla's birthday! :)

Written @ 오후 5:21
OK TODAY TOTALLY SUCKED!!!
LIKE THE WORST DAY EVERRRRR!!
OMG.. SERIOUSLY.

i know i said this like a thousand times but yeah..
here goes:
ok. at abt 12+ 1am, while i was doing my bio
project, then suddenly the program close down.
AND I LOST EVERYTHING!
i had to start all over again.
slept at 2am! woke up late and had to cab to school.

forgot my nametag, had to pay $2 for it.
in assembly, my phone's alarm rang!!!
wa lao.
ok the first ring i was thinking like:
omg. whose phone is that?!
second ring:
erm... that kinda sounds familiar!
third ring:
omg! i think its my phone!!!!!!!
ok so i kinda off-ed it.
and tried to stay as calm as i could..

after assembly, xx came to find me.
and said my phone has to be confiscated.
and its not her fault coz ** asked her to.
i die die refused.
and said i would talk to her myself.
ok. so i saw her. but she was busy. so yeah.
after that had bio presentation.
wa lao. so traumatised aldy lor..
nvm. still had to do it. it was ok la~

EVEN during bio, ** didn't even ask for it..
until xx went to talk to ** after class..
thn she asked for it.
i argued and came up with all sorts of crap.
so n the end ** said that i still have to give it by the end of the day.

told my story to the whole world!
abt how i dun want my phone to get confiscated!
haha! so everyone said a few ideas:
1) TAKE OUT UR SIM CARD!
2) die die dun give
3) say u lost it
4) use an old phone
5) dun admit it!

LOL! all sorts of funny things!
THANKS everyone who cared to listen to my story
and help me think on how to get out of it.
after recess,
xx asked me if the bottle was plain water.
i said yeah!
she is like trying to pick on everythin i do..
@@ said give xx the phone.
i pleaded and everything.
but when xx came walking to me,
i suddenly thought abt when daddy paased me the phone
he said all the important contacts are inside.
i must look after the phone and cannot delete any sms-es
or do anything to it.
he said it was a good phone and blah blah.

very paiseh to say this but i erm..
cried.
at first it just turned red.
thn priscilla made it worse by saying:
omg. are u going to cry?!
thn i started to cry.
** came and asked me to explain the whole story.
so i did. and the conclusion is: i should not say.
it would still be confiscated but its TMR..
after that, i smile and laughed a bit.
cause i'm relieved what.
but i bet xx was thinking i faked it.
whatever la.

yeah~
xx seriously pissed me off so bad.
she even wrote a letter to @@.
blah blah. she thinks i'm faking it.
i told my mum the whole story
and she said she is fully supportive of what i did. :)
i'm glad she is.

IN CONCLUSION,
I AM TOTALLY NOT FAKING THOSE TEARS.
BECAUSE THAT PHONE IS NOT A CHEAP PHONE.
AND EVERYHING I SAID HERE WAS 100% TRUE.
DUN BELIEVE, CAN CALL MY MUM TO SEE IF ITS TRUE(abt the importance of my dad's phone)
THIS IS FOR PPL LIKE XX WHO THINKS I'M FAKING IT.
I GIVE U HER NO. OK?! 97972264.
FEEL FREE TO CALL ANYTIME. SHE WORKS FROM HOME.
AND U! XX, EVERYONE CHOSE TO CLOSE AN EYE,
EXCEPT U!! SERIOUSLY..

ok so here's my longggg story.
people said that mrs yip even heard it.
teachers also. lol!
according to others
some teachers dun even care.
and prefects do give chances OK?!

URGHS!!! TODAY SUCKED.
ok. but i think its quite funny..

Written @ 오후 10:02


THEIR VOICES ARE AMAZING!!!!!
LOVE 2NE1!!!

Written @ 오후 2:43
no music programs this week.
so boring..
i started revision.
only a little. so pathetic! haha!
i hope i can focus properly.
and get the exam mood in..

Written @ 오후 5:06
saturday:
went to do bio project
study
korean classes

my boring life. bye!

Written @ 오후 9:04
HAAPY BIRTHDAY JODIE!
HOPE U ENJOYED THE PARTY AND EVERYTHING.. :)

so well, today was rather boring.
as usual.. hehe!
woke up super late! at 6.40!!!
dad rushed me to sch
while scolding me.. stupid
rushed to school. didn't bring pe shirt.
borrowed from cheryl.
had pe assessment! super like ballet exam la!! haha!
right after that, had to immediately change
coz cheryl got pe too!
so the day went on BLAH BLAH BLAHHHHH..

after school HELPED cheryl do test AGAIN!
CHERYL U OWE ME BIG TIME!!!
hahahaha! help u in so many tests aldy!
bus-ed to holland. ate froklick:)
while nat went to buy birthday present.
cabbed to jayna hse.
the taxi driver SUPER IRRITATING!
finally got to jayna's hse.
ate, played, chat, camwhore..
thn cabbed home for tution.. :)

next week no training on mon. and wed have to go esplanade..
so no training at all!! :(

Written @ 오후 11:16
so today was kind of boring.
but i entertained myself by making cards!
(influenced by priscilla chia)
so.. took 2 tests today. eng and amaths.
won't comment much coz i though they were ok la.
but as usual, i think i won't do really well..
TMR IS JODIE'S BIRTHDAY!
PARTYING AFTER SCHOOL.. YAY!
something to look forward to after a week of school.
bio authentic learning is really making me feel pissed!
stupid!..

i've gotta start revising! GO BECKY
I CAN DO IT!! :)

Written @ 오후 10:26
well, have been really really busy these days.
test, gym, tution. seriously driving me up the wall.
everyday i would think:
omg. i am damn tired. i dunno how i'm gonnaa survive the day
can i just faint during assembly?
exams in 1 month! i dun even know if i can do it.
my brain is gonna explode from the information we have to memorise.
can i not go for gym? i'm really tired.
omg. i suck at gym. did i make the right choice?

these days, actually to be honest, for months
i have like neglected god.
i feel so distant from him.
but the only way now,
is to cling on to him. trusting that he would be able to pull me through.
trusting he is able to give e that extra bit of strength and wisdom.
to just entrust all my worries onto him.

thats the only way i can break free from all these thoughts.
its honestly a big struggle for me.
coz i am super duper negative abt myself.
i often give up eaily so yeah.
i can only clin onto his promises and on my part work hard..
i need and want to pass all subjects!
now, i think its like impossible to even do my exams.
its hard for me tot hink i can do it.
seriously, i get frustrated with myself damn easily!
i need to trust him :)

Written @ 오후 11:21
i feel stupid today.
very in fact.
frustrated/angry with myself.
why can't i be smarter.
thn i dun need to be this stressed.

Written @ 오후 8:03
ALL I DO IS COMPLAIN ON THIS BLOG..
HAHAHHAHA!
still, there's so much projects to DO!!!
bio and eng! :(
thn still got 2 tests next wek.. :(
Today was boring. tmr i predict it would be too.
MON, DJT TRAINING!
jodie and alex!!! please come!!!
but i think i'll make everyone angry
coz i'm slower..
but mon also have test and pesentation. WL

cheryl says i'm back to the old becky..
HAHAHHAHAHA!
always say " i cannot one "
and " i deprove aldy "
which is true lor!
it stopped for one yr..
but it came back this yr.
i dunno y but i always have no confidence one..

Written @ 오후 3:49
TODAY WAS A HAPPY/SAD DAY.
amaths test was really quite shity
chinese test was very surprising. in a good way.
hahaha!
there's amaths and geog next week.
ah yo~ test and test again..
so SIAN! there's no end to it la!
until, EOY. after that still got head start.
thn its olevels. u think can rest?
NO! :( sucks la~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Written @ 오후 9:39
AHH..
TODAY'S TRAINING WAS DEMORALISING.(not sure if its spelled correctly)
I SUCK. SERIOUSLY.
LIKE I WANNA GIVE UP LIKE THAT~
DUNNO LA!!!!!
URGHS!!!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE I'LL WOULDN'T REGRET MY DECISION..

I'M TIRED. BYE!

Written @ 오전 12:19
I'M STUDYING CHINESE!! so weird.
I DID CHEM, EMATHS AND NOW CHINESE.
I'M QUITE GUAI TODAY LA..
i slept in the afternoon..
i love my mummy's COOKIES!
they are the best!! jjang! :)
hahahaha! there's not much to say.
good luck for chem test!
just gonna do my best.. and pray hard that
i can understand the qn..

TODAY IS EUNICE'S BIRTHDAY!
SO.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
BE ALWAYS HAPPY AND ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING U DO ^^
HEHEHE!!

tmr is pri sch best friend-nat's birthday.
ahhh~ i cannot lose contact with pri sch friends..
i scared next time, i'll lose them all.
like what happen to my kindergarden friends.
till now, i JUST FOUND ONE FRIEND.
so pathetic.. but what to do~
kinda sad right?
so.. i'm gonna keep in touch with all my friends :)
schooling in smss would be ending soon.. :(
one more year..
i dun wanna go jc or poly leh...
like very BIG jump!
suddenly become so matured..
and its so much more stressful.. :(
i don't like..

everyone says studyin is the most fun and easiest
part of life..
i find it VERY hard to believe it.
it is meh? its like the total opposite.
but i think ppl say also because,
u make very good friends during this period.
esp sec sch.. thats what my mum says la..
haha!

SO TREASURE EVERYONE NOW!
does it include clare?
hahahahhahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Written @ 오후 10:50
NDP IS OVER.. :(
wasn't on tv anyway but it was fun!
cheryl's brother finally knew the truth!
alex laughing so crazily over my eye makeup..
having photo marathon..
the food was different but i didn't really like it.
the perf was ok. feeling was not that excited.
it felt like any other preview.. haha!
last bus party.. :(
i'll miss everyone! :)

today was crazy!
i overslept. rushed to 3 places.
munshuen and pris hse. thn lastly tution.
seriously, i was super tired! :(
but no choice la~
i'm still tired now.
but still have to study~
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT DJT TRAINING!!!

Written @ 오후 1:59
NDP TMR!!!
LETS PARTYYYYY! :)
I'LL DEFINTELY MISS IT!!
SO SAD LA~
I NEED CHEM HELP! ANYONE?
CHEM SUCKS LA!
ITS NOT DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND
BUT THE QNS ARE HARD TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY WANT..

SO MANY BIRTHDAYS IN AUGUST.
PRIS
EUNICE
NAT.W
JODIE
er.. i think thats all i can rmb..
hehe!

Written @ 오전 12:56
HAHAHAHAHA!
JUNHO UPDATED HIS TWITTER!
a bit shocked~
coz khun was the only one who updated his.
HE DAMN CUTE LA!
his english not bad..
he even used "lol"
must be taecyeon or jay taught him..
ahhh~ so cute la!
hahahahhhaha!

Written @ 오후 6:02
YAY! END OF COMMON TEST WEEK!!
looking forward for ndp..
and the long weekend.
stupid teachers who keep on telling us
that exams are coming!
urghs!
make me scared only..

Written @ 오후 8:40
ok. oh well.
i'm just going to be really really honest in this post.
i need to say it out.
because that feeling is stuck inside me.
and i have never expressed it.
so here it goes:

today, some thoughts got into me.
i dunno if i'm gonna succeed in djt.
for some reasons?
its the first and last yr doing djt.
i'm not ery qi with the rest.
and i seriously dun wanna let anyone down.
i'm scared that i'll screw up on comp day.
maybe its too early to say.
i dunno how i'm gonna balance my studies.
my schedule is screwed up now.
i dunno y, but i'm so negative now.

mon- gym. 6.30, RUSH LIKE CRAZY for tution.
i feel damn tired. i can't really like concentrate.
tues: FREE!
wed: SAME AS MON.
thurs: eng tution
fri: chinese tution
sat: kor lessons
sun: church.

maybe i'm PMS-ing for something.
but i'm REALLY sick of my schedule!
it damn freakin tiring!
WAKING UP AT 5.45AM
REACHING HOME AT 10PM!
still, there's homework to be done.
and all i want to do is sleep.
but i can't. in the end, i stay up till 1am.
i have difficulty waking up.
my eyes are blood shot. i'm so scared to put my contacts in.
this happens every mon and wed.
its draining me.. A LOT~

STUPIDDDD TESTS!
ITS MAKING IT EVEN WORSE!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
I'M SICK OF MY LIFE!
OMG.
I CAN'T BELIEVE EXAMS ARE COMING UP.
I WANNA DO WELL.
BUT I DUN HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO~
TSK!

Written @ 오후 8:28
ok. 2ND DJT PRACTICE.
it wasn't as fun because
it felt more serious.
and i think today's mood was totally ruined
by MR CHARLES LOW!
URGHHHSSS..!
i just feel i'm so stupid.
like i hate the feeling.
like i expect myself to do well.
but i dun. thn like wa lao.
i seriously felt so URGHS!
today is not a happy day~

My paos SUCK!
and i get very irritated when i can't do it properly..
So, i am a bit stressed?
i'm still scared.
like first and last yr doing djt.
i dun wanna mess it up.
i guess i'm giving myself too much pressure.
ok BECKY TAN!
MUST RELAX........

tmr there's ss test.. and english
next wk, chem
next next wk: geog
next next next wk: lit and chem
thats what i rmb. surely got more one.. :(

SCHOOL SUCKS!
I RATHER DO DJT ALL DAY.
ALTHOUGH ITS TIRING

Written @ 오후 9:22
i lost 500g! haha!
like so little.. but in the long run,
i think i can lose ore..
since wwls ORDERED ME AND CHERYL TO DO SO..

today was boring.
math test was ok.
sch sucks la!
chem is confusing.
urghs! SO MANY TESTS!!!!!!!
WA LAO!!!!
AFTER THAT THN ITS THE EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND THN OLEVELS!!!!!
I DUN WANTTTTTTT.......

Written @ 오후 11:26
FIRST TRAINING IN DJT!!
ok. so i couldn't get use to be so in the grp kind of feeling.
like all the ti tui must be togther and all..
haha! i am used to being indiv and independant..
i guess a new experience and skils i would learn?
in general:
I THINK WE DID PRETTY WELL..
though there's still a lot to improve on,
i think we started off well..

the whole time, wwls kept commmenting
on me cheryl and jodie..
ni yao jian yi dian fei..
or to jodie:
ni fei yi dian jiu hao..
LOL! i'm glad we are a team..
because i think we match each other well..
but i can't be happy too soon..
we have a long way more..
inclusive of doing the routine with music..
thats the challenge.. :(

I'M PISSED WITH MY MUM..
STUPID.. :(

Written @ 오전 12:27
ohh ya!
i've been leaving out kpop lately? hehe!
ok.. 2NE! WON like dunno how many times la!
i feel happy for them..
but i think after they leave, brown eyed girls or kara
would win? snsd is like getting boring..
i like nicole(kara) now i think..
she slim down a lot la!
i think she's now the best.. hehe!

Brown eyed girls has their own unique style which
is addictive and sexy?
lol! they sing well too..
erm.. not much to say leh..
nothing much is happening..
ermm.. DBSK breaking up?..
i think they might...
it would happen one day what.. so..
sooner or later..

suju will also break u soon..
when they start going to army..
first it would be leeteuk?
i'll be sad la.. but this kind of things..
a band can't last forever..
like how i wish to be in smss gym forever,
i know we would still go separate ways..
and no matter how we miss each other..
time would pull us apart..
its very sad but thn.. ahya..
at least u have those wonderful memories
when you all train so damn hard together..

why does gym always gets into my posts lately?
its suppose to be abt kpop..
ok ok.. ermm.. junsu and his exgirlfriend?!
hahahaha! he seems like those kind of ppl..
who would play with feeling..
a PLAYBOY?.. hehe! ok. am i mean?
whatever la~

i'm a little less crazy abt kpop..
side tracked to gym.. hehe!
ok bye! gtg revise AGAIN.
can life get any more BORING?!

Written @ 오전 12:18
BOO!~
i'm bored. now its 12.19am..
and i'm not feeling tired.
but yet, i dun wanna study~
ahhhh!~
djt keeps getting into my HEAD!!
Tmr is the FIRST training TOGETHER..
excited? haha!
I STILL FEEL SCARED!!!!!!!!!
URGHS...
like i dunno LA!
the feeling is so damn irritating!
so uncomfortable!
a mixture of:
fear/excitement/nervous/happiness/anticipation/hopeful-ness
its like u're happy but scared..
that sucks..
u wanna get it away but u can't!
thats y djt is in my head all day!
i hope we can do well..
*crossed fingers*

Written @ 오후 8:14
YAY!!!!
DAJITI IS CONFIRMM!!

JAYNA
JODIE
ALEX
CHERYL
BECKY

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SO HAPPY!! :)
still, i'm a bit nervous..
I MUST GO ON DIET ALDY..
HAHAHA!

THE COOLEST DAJITI EVERRRR!! :)
AHHHHH~
AND THE REALLY LAST LAST COMPETITION IN SMSS
SHALL BE FILLED WITH WONDERFUL MEMORIES..
GO DAJITI!
ILY! :) YAY-NESS..
i'll do my best~ hope i'll not disappoint u guys..

Written @ 오후 11:07
just reached home from ndp.. :)
today was quite fun/ok la~
haha! dunno y..
anyway, i'll TOTALLY miss NDP once its over
next week.. :(

like.... i'll miss bus party!
making-up
doing stupid stuff
making fun of buddy
teasing cheryl and her twin lookalike
talking and gossiping
srewing up the routine
making friends with the other ppl from other schs..
training together..
critising other performers? hehe!
playing in the rain
complaining abt the food?
AH YA! A LOT OF STUFF LA~
its the only time of the week, i get to stop thinking
abt studies! :(
so sad.. its the last wk of rehersal...
ahhhh~ i'll really miss it!
although it takes up my time! but.. its worth it!

DAJITI!!! 2010! WHEEEEEEE!

Written @ 오전 10:10
hello.
ok. it has been like tests everyday!
so stupid! i seriously hate it!
anyway.. the happiest thing which happen durin this boring week is:
DA-JI-TI 2-0-1-0!!!!! WHEEEEEEEE!
so there's me, jodie, jayna, alexx and cheryl!
first time in my life, I"M DOING TEAM EVENT!!
YAY! but i'm scared too~
dunno y.. there's this pressure that u dun wanna pull the grp down with u..
so u must try not to make mistakes
and do it seriously..
indiv is really depends on ur self discipline.
but now, must have a lot of "together-ness"
i hope i can do it!
AND I REALLY WANT DAJITI TO WIN FIRST THIS TIME!
I THINK WE CAN DO IT..
JUST NEED TO WORK HARD...
AHHHHHH~