hello..
its almost 4am now..
i'm like still studying..
i dunno if i can take it..
but i really feel like i'm falling apart..
my eyelids are kinda yellow..
yeah.. so its pretty scary..
my eyes are so ugly now..
i look like i'm on drugs.. eww..
not really.
coz my lips are quite pinkish red..
i like the colour..
but my mum says i'm heaty..
exams pls faster end!
am i pushing myself too much?
my body feels weird..
i scared i faint..
.......
lord please help me during this time!
give me just a little more strength..
so that i can push on..
help me not to be so tired..
i'm scared that my body can't take it..
because of my diet and all..
i can't seem to eat..
my teeth hurts...
amen~
i can't eat
coz of my teeth and also my stomach..
during mealtime..
i'm not hungry..
i just force myself to eat..
so that mummy would scold me..
my mind is so saturated..
i studied bio finish already
but i just can't seem to feel secure..
amath and emath..
they give me headache..
chem and lit i study later..
geog i'm quite scared i can't rmb all of it..
coz my mind is so filled with bio........
ughs..
ok i feel like a zombie..
byes.
good luck for exams