Written @ 오후 12:10
HELLO~
MY LAST POST.. FOR NOW..
ERM.. GETTING READY FOR THE TRIP.
NOT EXCITED..
BUT I AM EXCITED FOR THE PLANE RIDE THOUGH..
LOL! GOT SO MUCH HOL HW.. WL.
BUT I GOT NEW BOOKS TO READ!
LOOKING FORWARD.. :)
ERM...
OH YA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDREA!
Written @ 오후 1:59
A Gymnast
Patience is a mans greatest virtue,
Or so the saying goes.
A gymnast must have said it,
For a gymnast surley knows
That in this funny sport of ours
Discouragement runs high;
And at times the very best will find
This virtues passed us by.
When hands are ripped and throbbing,
When every mussles sore,
Can a gymanst still have patience
To limp back to gym for more?
When youve lost old moves you used to do,
And progress seems so slow,
Can you still ahve faith in better days
And not feel sad and low?
Can you admit your frightened
Yet not give into fear?
Can you conqure pain, frustration,
And often even tears?
When someone else does something
You've tried so long to do,
Can you really feel glad for them
Or pity, just for you?
And when success seems far away
Your efforts all in vain,
Can you force yourself to wear a smile
And disregard the pain?
In despite the tribulations
You can say, "I wont give in?"
Maybe someday you'll discover
That now, its your time to win.
RAH
nice right?
Written @ 오후 12:24
HOW WONDERFUL!
NOW I HAVE SOME SORE EYE THING..
BUT WHAT IS WORSE IS THAT I CAN'T WEAR CONTACTS
FOR MAYBE 2 WEEKS.
INCLUSIVE OF MY HOLS..
IT SUCKS!
BUT I HAVE TO LISTEN
IF NOT I MAY GO BLIND..
URHGS!
GETTING FLU JAB AND STUPID TUTION LATER..
Written @ 오전 12:43
URGHS.. I CAN'T HEP IT BUT FEEL NOT EXCITED ABT THE TRIP..
Y?! BECAUSE I RATHER SHOP!!!! :D
NOT TO LOOK AT GREEN PLANTS AND ALL..
WAIT.. I THINK THERE ISN'T
COZ NOW ITS WINTER.
FINE! THEN IT WOULD BE BARE AND NAKED TREES.
WHAT'S S NICE ABT THAT?...
OMG.. IT SUCKS.
TOTALLY UNCONCERNED ABOUT IT..
I CAN EVEN IMAGINE MYSELF THERE..
SEEING SNOW? BRANCHES? THE ROAD?
OMGOMG!! STILL I MUST GO.
FOR? 10 FREAKIN DAYS!
PLS PLS.. LET IT BE A LITTLE MORE EXCITING..
LIKE MAYBE THE PLANE RIDE
COULD BE ENJOYABLE?
NICE MOVIES? MUSIC? COMFORTABLE SEATS.
AND NICE NEIGHBOURS..
URRRGGGHHHHHSSSSSSS.........
Written @ 오후 3:46
ok.. mye results..
erm...
mostly b3 and 4..
one or two a2.. :) i think
all my failed subjects
were boarderline la..
like 48 or 49..
hahaha! whatever la.
anyway, i didn't work that hard..
could have been better..
erm.. tmr go gym..
so NEED TO STRETCH!
AND ITS ONLY SEC3... ^^
but i dun think i can do the perf leh..
coz i will be missing quite a bit of trainings
due to the hols..
i DUN EVEN WANNA GO...
i know its quite mean..
like my parents plan here plan there..
haiz.. go la go la..
p.s i love u made me cry..
boo~ but i like books like that..
weird right?
i guess it touch my heart so i like it..
the book is super thick la!!
coz its 2 books in one.
i only at chpt 7.. ._.
okokokokokokok..
tmr is another SIAN DAY!
any one wanna go out?
these are pics of me waiting for my mum in the toliet..LOL!


Written @ 오전 1:57
hellooo!~
i think i suck at blogging..
i just do it coz i feel like doing it..
erm.. ok.. now its 1.58am
and i am not sleepy at all!
i read p.s i love u
until chpt 7.
if i continue.. i think i cannot stop.
i already cried when i read chpt 5-6..
like wth! ok.. its quite nice la..
i think i wanna be like (i forgot his name)
erm... ah! gerry.. what a name right?
sounds like gary! from spongebob!!
the snail!!! RIGHT?
hahahah!
ok.. back to the main subject.
if i die, and my husband is left..
i would write a thousand letters.. :)
haha! ok. that was stupid..
random.. *^^*
i wonder why there was no music core
or even inkigayo!
like erm................
no reason at all!!!
ok. I HAVE BEEN WATCHING JAP DRAMA..
NICE! :)
really.. :D let me recommend some!
Atashinchi no Danshi(on going)
Mei-chan no Shitsuji (11 ep)
first love
i was TOO bored!
but they are nice! :D
i WANT A BUTLER! SOUNDS WEIRD?
WATCH THE SHOW.. DAMN COOL..
ahhhh.. hahahahha!
this is also good la..
get away from kpop for awhile..
get to know more nice dramas..
not sticking to kpop all the time..
hehe!
Written @ 오후 6:16
TODAY MY FAMILY WENT TO BOARDERS..
TO BUY BOOKS!
LIKE FINALLY!!!!!!
I GOT 2 BOOKS.. I THINK ITS QUITE NICE..
:DD SO I WON'T BE SPENDING SO MUCH TIME ON THE COM..
I FEEL SO GUILTY CAUSE I BEEN SPENDING SO MUCH!
LAST WEEK SUN ALSO GO ORCHARD..
I THINK I SPENT ABT 300 ALREADY.. :(
BOOKS ALONE WAS 40!
HAIZ.. I MUST STOP SPENDING!
ESP ON CLOTHES!!!!!!!!
STOP STOP STOP..!
TMR RESULTS!
URGH.. SCREW IT LA!
Written @ 오후 12:31
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......
bored lor......
growing fatter by the minute..
next week is killer week..
why?~
1)cause they are giving scripts back
2)packing of luggage
3)getting back report book
4)lots of things to do la..
ok. got nothing much to write..
OH YA!
SUJU WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Written @ 오후 10:46
TODAY WAS HAPPY/SAD?
SAD COZ I THINK I FAILED 3 SUBJECTS..
THN TEACHERS SCOLDED US..
WAS A BIT UPSET..
AND ENG TUTION.. MADE ME WANNA SLEEP!
HAPPY...
COZ I THINK I LAUGHED QUITE A BIT TODAY..
I FORGOT WHAT WAS IT LA..
SIAN SIAN SIAN..
EVERYDAY IS LIKE THAT..
OH YA!
OUR STRUCTURE DIDN'T WIN
BUT I'M QUITE HAPPY THAT IT WAS
ABLE TO SURVIVE AT LEAST THE FIRST ROUND..
HONESTLY.. OURS IS LIKE SLANTING TO ONE SIDE..
QUITE FUNNY LA..
OK. TMR IS ***********************
LOVE SMSS!!!!!!
SO STUPID.................
I EVEN WANNA DO..
I RATHER GO SCI CENTRE AGAIN..
TMR IS LIKE REALLY..
AND 2PM WON!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
*^^*
HAHAHHA!
GOOD JOB!
<3 2PM!
Written @ 오전 1:56
OK.
TODAY WAS THE START OF SCH AGAIN..
OMG. SO BORING!
I THOUGHT WE WOULD BE CHECKING OUR PAPERS..
BUT ITS ONLY NEXT MON...
:( I'M DAMN SCARED!!!!!
WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO WATCH OUR STRUCTURE
WITHSTAND THE "EARTHQUAKE"..
IT MADE US QUITE SAD..
COZ WE PUT SO MUCH HARD WORK IN IT..
YEAH.. SO OVERALL..
IT KINDA SUCKED..
AFTER SCH.. WENT TO EAT LUNCH
WITH EUNICE, RAEANN AND SO HEE..
THN WENT TO TUTION..
I THINK I HAVE NOT USED MY BRAIN CELLS FOR TOO LONG..
I COULDN'T REALLY DO THE WORK..
HAHA! :) I GUESS MY BRAIN ALREADY
DUN WANT TO ABSORB ANYTHING ALDY..
HEH~ TMR ENG TUTION AGAIN..
OMG.. I DUN LIKE GOING THERE..
I DUNNO WHY.. BUT ITS JUST STRESSFUL THERE..
BUT I THINK IT HELPED MY ENG AND LIT..
ANYWAYS, TMR ANOTHER DAY..
HOPEFULLY ITS BETTER THN TODAY.. :)
GOING SCI CENTRE AND NAFA :(
AND I HOPE I WOULD NOT GET ANGRY.. :)
Written @ 오후 5:20
i'm tired!
came back from sg poly..
built the stupid structure..
from 8 to 3pm?!
damn tiring..
but priscilla kept us awake
by disturbing the helper..
and making us laugh.. hahaha!
omg! when we went for lunch..
i was damn angry!
coz we were in uniform..
everyone kept looking at us!
and when me and pris walked.
someone from a table said:
POLKA DOTS!
thn pretend that they nvr said it..
WTH! stupid..
but the food was way better thn sch food!
AS THE DAY DRAWS CLOSER..
I GET MORE SCARED!
RESULTS!!!!
I HAVE NO CONFIDENCE..
COZ I KNEW I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER.. :(
Written @ 오후 5:01
OMG~~~~~~~~~
SUJU IS DAMN SUPER HOT!!
LOVE THEIR OUTFITS..!!!
HAIR.. EVERYTHING!
BUT I THINK SOME OF THEM LIPSYNC..
STILL DONGHAE WAS HOT AND SIZZLING!!
<3 DONGHAE!!!!!!!!!!!!
EUNHYUK SHOWED SOME FLESH..
HOT HOT HOT. WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY?
TEUKIE AND SUNGMIN GOT THEIR HAIR CUT..
<3 THEIR HAIR!!! REALLY~
ALL SO NICE! KANGIN HAD IT GREYISH.. HAHA!
2PM WON!! I'M HAPPY FOR THEM..
ITS THEIR 4TH TIME.. :)
2PM NEVER FAILS TO BRING A PERFECT PERFORMANCE..
THEIR VOCALS JUST KEEP ON IMPROVING!
AND THEIR STAGE IS ALWAYS FILLED WITH ENERGY..
<3 2PM! 2PM FIGHTING!
BUT I HOPE SUJU WOULD WIN THE NEXT TIME..
SINCE THEY JUST STARTED PROMOTING THEIR NEW SONG..
HOWEVER..ITS GONNA BE A BIG BIG COMPETITION..
WITH 2NE1, SHINEE(COMING BACK), 2PM AND SUJU..
WOO~ SHIT..
I DUNNO WHO TO SUPPORT LEH...
KOREAN STARS JUST GET BETTER AND BETTER..
COMPANIES GET SMARTER AND THEY GET MORE AND MORE POPULAR..
HAHA!!
THE HIGHLY ANTICIPATED 2NE1 DEBUT WAS TODAY!!!
OF COURSE.. IT WAS GRAND... WITH A NICE INTRO..
AS THEY ARE THE FEMALE BIG BANG..
OBVIOUSLY MUST BE SUPER SPECIAL THAT KIND..
THEIR PERF DID NOT DISAPPOINT..
I MUST SAY IT WAS GOOD..
BUT AS EXPECTED, I COULD HARDLY HEAR DARA?(SANDRA PARK)..
BUT THEN, THE REST HELPED TO MAKE UP FOR IT..
PARK BOM'S VOICE WAS WOW~
MINJI DANCE MOVES WAS FILLED WITH POWER..
I THINK I QUITE LIKE HER..
BUT SHE SEEMED QUITE NERVOUS AND SHY..
CL WAS GOOD.. SINGING AND DANCING,
SHE HAS IT ALL.. DARA JUST HAS THE LOOKS..
I GUESS THEIR PERF WOULD GET BETTER..
AND THEY WOULD START APPEARING EVERYWHERE..
VARIETY SHOWS AND ALL...
SO MANY OTHERS ALSO MAKING THEIR COMEBACK..
KARA, SHINEE, I NOT SURE OF THE OTHERS.
BUT I KNOW NOW ITS A BIG COMPETITION..
Written @ 오후 10:19
I'M BORED AGAIN!!
http://redsports.sg/gallery/?lzkfile=gymnastics%2F2009+Rhythmic+Gymnastics%2FB-Girls%2FTan-Jie-En-Rebekah%2F
I SAW THIS AND IT MADE ME KINDA HAPPY..:)
HAHAHA!!
LIKE THERE WASN'T MUCH PICS OF ME DURING COMP..
SO YEAH...
ALTHOUGH I LOOKED FAT!
MY DAD SAID THAT ONE PIC IS FOR 35!!!
WTH LA... BUT HE STILL WANNA BUY..
SAY FOR MEMORIES..
HAHAHA! :)
BOYS OVER FLOWERS IS SHOWING ON CHANNEL U..
:( I'M QUITE SAD..
CAUSE I KNOW IT WOULD BE A BIG HIT..
AND PPL WILL LIKE HYUNJOONG.. :(
I AM A BIT JEALOUS.. HEH!
BUT I MUST SHARE LA..
LOL! LALALALALALA!
I'M REALLY BORED...
Written @ 오후 12:29
heelloo..
i'm tired.. at 12.29pm?!
haha! yeah.. i went to shop AGAIN!
with my mum and bought abt 4-5 tops.. :)
omg..!! just these tops caost abt 80..
i feel guilty of spending so much!!
i think i spent 200+ aldy.. :(
but i am still gonna buy:
THE NICE BAG
SUJU REPACKAGE
SOME MORE NICE CLOTHES
(IF I SEE ONE THAT I LIK)
IF I REALLY SEE SOMETHING I LOVE..
NO MATTER HOW EX IT IS,
I WOULD BUY IT..
THATS A REALLY BAD HABIT!!
hahahah!
i feel really bad... :(
but i can't stop it!
heh!!
Written @ 오후 11:12
EVERYONE WATCH THIS!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3L3AE7_gYfg
JUNSU'S SINGING IS LIKE PERFECT!!!
DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE..
IT REALLY CAPTURED MY HEART..
SUPER DUPERRRR BEYOND PERFCT..
LOVE IT TO THE MAX!!!!!
"you are not alone.. i'm here with you"
I WISHED KHUN, DH, HYUNJOONG WOULD SAY THAT TO ME..
SUPER JUNIOR WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I EXPECTED 2PM..
BUT I SORT OF HOPED IT WAS SUJU..
AND IT WAS..
NOT THAT I'M NOT SUPPORTING 2PM
I THINK THEY ARE JUST AS GREAT BUT
ITS SUJU LAST SORRY SORRY PERF!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
DONGHAE'S PART DAMN CUTE!!
"HEY GIRL"
HE DIDN'T LOOK THAT TIRED THIS TIME..
POOR DONGHAE... DO TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH.. :)
OK. TODAY WENT FAR EAST AGAIN!!
HAHA! AT FIRST I DIDN'T PLAN ONE..
BUT IN THE END WENT WITH EUNICE..
CUT MY HAIR..
EUNICE FORCED CASS TO COME..
OMG! GOT MY LOVELY SHOES!
HAHAHA! TOTALLY <3 IT!
MY HAIR IS A LITTLE TOO SHORT..
WAIT FOR IT TO GROW..
OK. THN WE WENT TO EAT AT GELATO I THINK..
SAW PRIS, SHANICE, SAM, MELODY, CAROLINE, FAITH AND OTHERS!
LIKE EATING AT THE SAME PLACE..
WE CAME IN FIRST..
SO DIDN'T KNOW THAT THEY WERE AT THE BACK..
UNTIL I SAW THEM..
HAHAHA! WALK WALK WALK..
BUMPED INTO TRICIA LIKE 4 TIMES!
THN WALK SOMEMORE..
ACTUALLY WE WANTED TO BUY CASS SOME CLOTHING..
COZ SHE NEEDS SOME..
BUT IN THE END CANNOT FIND..
AFTER WALKING FOR QUITE LONG..
WE SAT..
TALKED FOR ABT 2H..
ABT EVERYTHING! QUITE NICE LA..
CABBED BACK..
OMG!!! I LAUGHED A LOT WHEN I SAW THIS!!


"Someone really needs to tell singer-specialist Yesung that his heart is on the LEFT half of your chest though.
While all the other members have their palms/fists over the middle or left part of their chests, Yesung's fist clenches the mysterious heart located on the right side of his chest. Unless he has some situs inversus going on (where your body symmetry is reversed), someone needs to teach him some anatomy. Although, I have to say his naïveté is almost endearing. Almost."
HAHAHAHAHA!! THIS IS FROM ALLKPOP.COM
SO CUTE LEH.. YESUNG AH...
OH YA!
TAEMIN'S NEW HAIR SEEMS SEXY!
I STILL LIKE HIM...
HE'S MINE..
Written @ 오후 6:11
TODAY I SPENT SO MUCH!!!!!
OMG.. 35+24.90+7.80+23.20+6=96.90!!!!
OMG OMG...
TMR I'M STILL GOING OUT...
SHIT.. I THINK I WILL END UP SPENDING ANOTHER 100..
BUT I'M QUITE HAPPY..
LIKE THE STUFF WHICH I BOUGHT..
:DDDD
I'M GONNA CUT MY HAIR AND GET THAT NICE SHOE!
I HOPE THERE WILL BE STOCK AND
WOULD NOT GET TAKEN BY SOMEONE ELSE.. :(
PLS PLS.. IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!!
SUPER CUTE LOR! :D
Written @ 오후 11:38
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!
ACTUALLY I WAS LIKE SUPER TIRED
AFTER I CAME BACK FROM SCH..
SLEPT FOR 4 HOURS THN WOKE UP
TO EAT MY LUNCH.. AT 3PM.. :)
CLEARED MY TABLE..
STILL FELT TIRED.. LIKE GOT NOTHING TO DO..
USE COM USE COM..
UNTIL SIAN...
THN SUDDENLY I WENT TO WATCH KANGIN'S MOVIE
I SEE THE MOVIE.. I FELT LIKE HAVING A CAMERA
OF MY OWN!
COZ I EVERYTIME OSO USE MY DADDY'S ONE..
OK. THN MY FATHER CAME BACK..
DIDN'T REALLY CARE..
I WANTED TO GO TOLIET THN MY MUMMY
SAID "U CANNOT SPEND ANY MONEY WHEN U GO AUST"
I WAS LIKE "HUH? WHY? WHAT HAPPEN?"
THN I SAW I PINK CAMERA ON THE BED..
MY MUM WAS LIKE "COZ UR DADDY BOUGHT A CAMERA AGAIN.."
JOKINGLY I SAID" FOR ME AH? *LAUGH* "
THN MY MUM SAID "YA.."
LIKE OMG!!! HE READ MY MIND?
I REALLY DIDN'T THINK IT WAS FOR ME
COZ HE DUN USUALLY BUY STUFF FOR ME..
THN HE SAID " OH.. JUST FELT THAT IT WAS TIME U HAD UR OWN CAMERA.."
SUPER HAPPY LA..
ACTUALLY NOT QUITE..
I RATHER HAVE A SAMSUNG ULTRA TOUCH..
HAHA! BUT STILL..
IT WAS SWEET..
AS EXPECTED, I ATTENDED ONE HOUR OF FREE
PHOTOGRAPHY LESSON..
WANTED TO FALL ASLEEP LE..
BUT I'M STILL HAPPY.. :)

<3 DONGHAE

<3 HYUNJOONG

<3 NICKHUN
Written @ 오전 3:12
wheeee~
its 3am now... and i'm still active..
yesterday, i did sit ups at 2am before i went to sleep..
i need to train those fats...
i think i'll do more today.. :)
its raining now...
quite scary coz of the thunder!
i reading to kill a mocking bird thn suddenly
got thunder...
WA LAO! I JUMPED LOR!!!
ok... its late and its boring..
but i still have to study..
i slept in the afternoon for 3h..
so now must make up for it...
i like lit more thn chem.........
chem can really kiss my ass!!!!!!!
stupid chem.. its so boring!! who wants to know
what is the chemical formulas for watever?!
sodium? calcium?
stupid!.... urghs.. lit is so much nicer!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm quite shock that i actually think so..
i didn't like lit at first..
but now starting to like... :)
oh ya! surprisingly!!!!!!!
i got an A2 for ENGLISH!!!!!!
FOR CA1 ONLY LA.....
BUT STILL...................
THE FIRST EVER ONE IN MY SEC SCH LIFE!!
MY ENG TUTION REALLY PAID OFF
AFTER DOING SO MUCH OLEVEL PAPERS...
ITS DAMN HARD K......
SIT THERE DUNNO HOW TO ANS...
THN ITS LIKE U ARE SO STUPID...
BUT IT HELPS..
FOR LIT TOO!
NOT THAT I GOT A2...
ITS IMPOSSIBLE...
BUT I DID BETTER THN MOST OF THE OTHERS.. :)
Written @ 오후 2:36
lalalalalala..........
finished 6 subjects!!!!
what a relief..............
time passes really fast..
almost all the papers,
i not sure of the ans..
so i'm kinda scared for my results..
ok. here's my expected:
eng:B? i think it was the best paper till now..
chinese:pass can already..
ss:c5?
emath: hopefully A
amath: dunno.. maybe A2? or B3?
geog:B? dunno if i wrote correctly..
ask my brother later.. should have wrote no. 1..
bio:B3? or 4
chem: i'm expecting like c5 or B4 lor..
i suck at it.. unless i suddenly know how to do..
lit: i wanna get B4 at least..
i'm starting to like lit..
dunno y.. esp unseen..
although its hard but u get to see things in a
diff way.. to kill a mocking bird i not good
coz nvr really read it...
haha!!
gonna rest till 4 thn i start studying AGAIN.....
life is so boring now.....
all we do i study and study..
how exciting!
Written @ 오전 11:27
finally can relax a little!
bio, half of emath, amath, eng, chinese and ss finished already!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
just a few more days..
just have be hang in there........
today's paper was alright
not as ar as i expected..
but still, i suck at surds, log..
haha! bio paper was quite hard/ok.
the essay was ok but scared i did not enough..
the structured qn was quite tough..
emath..
erm.. ok la.. but made some STUPID CARELESS MISTAKES!
WHICH MAKES ME DAMN FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF..
ok....
tmr geog and emath!..
jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written @ 오후 3:41
i think the recent papers
are ok la...
i think i have done my best
so yeah..
no regrets.. :)
tmr is emath and BIO!!
omg.. need to go and memorise!
bye!
Written @ 오전 3:46
hello..
its almost 4am now..
i'm like still studying..
i dunno if i can take it..
but i really feel like i'm falling apart..
my eyelids are kinda yellow..
yeah.. so its pretty scary..
my eyes are so ugly now..
i look like i'm on drugs.. eww..
not really.
coz my lips are quite pinkish red..
i like the colour..
but my mum says i'm heaty..
exams pls faster end!
am i pushing myself too much?
my body feels weird..
i scared i faint..
.......
lord please help me during this time!
give me just a little more strength..
so that i can push on..
help me not to be so tired..
i'm scared that my body can't take it..
because of my diet and all..
i can't seem to eat..
my teeth hurts...
amen~
i can't eat
coz of my teeth and also my stomach..
during mealtime..
i'm not hungry..
i just force myself to eat..
so that mummy would scold me..
my mind is so saturated..
i studied bio finish already
but i just can't seem to feel secure..
amath and emath..
they give me headache..
chem and lit i study later..
geog i'm quite scared i can't rmb all of it..
coz my mind is so filled with bio........
ughs..
ok i feel like a zombie..
byes.
good luck for exams