AHHHHHH...
this really sucks!! really!!!!!!
what's wrong with me??????
i just read jayna's blog.. and its really true...
thank u jayna! i just woke up from my laziness..
haha!
from next week onwards, I AM NOT A GYMNAST ANYMORE..
NO MORE TRAINING
AND LAUGHING/PLAYING WITH MY GYM MATES
NO MORE PAIN AND SWEAT..
NO MORE.........................................................
I WILL REALLY MISS THOSE TIMES...
LIKE FOREVER......
oh shit.. jayna!
u make me feel so lousy!
although i know i have been slacking like the WHOLE TIME
NOT EVEN TAKING COMP SERIOUSLY..
CAUSE I KNOW I'M GONNA REALLY SUCK SO BAD..
I THINK I WILL EMBARRASS MYSELF...
AHH.. THIS FEELING SUCKS...
STUDIES AND GYM?
I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING BETWEEN BOTH..
BUT THIS YR I CHOSE STUDIES..
honestly, i should not have only thought abt myself..
i mean like.. THIS IS MY LAST YEAR...
but i used to think: SO WHAT? I DUN GIVE A DAMN...
LOL. but now i think its really true..
FROM NEXT WEEK ONWARDS,
I AM NOT A GYMNAST ANYMORE...
MY 7 YEARS OF TRAINING..
IT ENDS HERE...................................................
NO MORE... FOREVER...
it sounds really like _____
i dunno what to say but it sounds really depressing!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HAVE BEEN SUCH A FREAKIN FOOL!
Y WAS I SO DAMN STUPID TO NOT EVEN
UNDERSTAND THIS SIMPLE LOGIC?!!!!!!
URGHS! THIS FEELING IS SERIOUSLY KILLING ME!
THIS IS WHAT KEEPS GOING ON IN MY MIND NOW:
I'M GONNA SUCK SO BAD...
BUT ITS MY LAST YEAR.. LIKE REALLY...
BUT I KNOW I'M GONNA SCREW UP!
COZ I HAVE BEEN SLACKING..
SO HOW????!!!!!
1) JUST SCREW IT
2) TRY MY BEST AND JUST HAVE FUN!
I DUNNO OK?!
CAUSE EITHER WAY,
I'M GONNA SUCK. ITS A FACT!!
I CAN'T RUN AWAY FROM IT...
ITS GOING TO HAPPEN.. SOONER OR LATER..
I KNOW I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE IT..
EVEN TO FINALES..
ALL OF THIS FEELING IS REALLY BRINGING ME DOWN...
SHIT........
Hello! If you're reading this blog, it just shows that you've nothing better to do. ^^ Because, this blog isn't very interesting..
