Written @ 오후 8:47
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
I MISS GYM SO MUCH
MID YEARS CAN REALLY KISS MY ASS..
IT SUCKS TO THE MAX!~
i never thought i would miss gym..
but i miss it even more than ever!!!!!
i even had a dream abt gym!
with all the gym people..
and i dunno y but MR CHUA appeared too!~
hahahaha! yeah.. he was super extra..
after i woke up, i felt like crying la...
i miss comp..
i really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i maybe gonna cry on mon..
during prize presentation..
coz its like the last one...
i dunno..
if the atmosphere is right,
i will cry.. LOL!
i miss gymming!
urghhhhsssss................
i want gym in june hols!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written @ 오후 9:17
helloooooooo!~
life is just as boring as it is always..
this is gonna be a short post..
coz i have to get back to studies...
urghs..
ok.. so i am just feeling a bit more confident
abt mid years..
coz i understood the HEART!!
hahaha! stupid mr low..
say like its so hard..
when it is not lor...
its actually quite easy..
went to alexhouse to study..
pulled cass along.. felt really really bad..
ok. mugging like siao!
still not ready..
i dunno when i would ever be.. haha! :)
ok. bye!
Written @ 오후 5:35
WE WON?!
ok.. i'm not that excited like i was before..
simply coz its like a roller coaster ride..
when we first won, we were like at cloud 9..
thn after just 1 day of high-ness,
it just goes way down to the bottom..
so i guess the feelings are just not as fresh?
haha! after i cried so much that day..
my emotions are really numbed!
seeing 2pm does not make me so excited
like before.. lol!
maybe its like a test of faith?
i dunno.. but i'm so dead now.. no feelings..
i guess thats also good..
so that i can really focus on mid years..
its really driving me nuts!
study study study..
i have so much to do!
ok. back to studies... booooo~
Written @ 오후 2:51
missing gym quite a bit..
and i have reflected on the past few months..
i must really admit that i have not worked really hard..
in fact, i was really super slack..
not even nervous when competition was 1 wk away..
i had always thought
"wa lao.. i dun wanna go for gym leh.."
"i dun care abt competition la.. last yr, so wat?"
haha!.. i always cared more abt studies..
but during competition, i did really well..
like its the best marks in my 3 years..
a miracle?
thn before the day of comp, i was sick
and had major muscle ache..
i cried coz i tot i was gonna let my gym mates down..
but on that day, i was even more flex thn usual..
the pain was gone..
i really think god was good.. seriously..
i went for trainings, just because i didn't wanna
get warning points and also not to let reylyn down...
i truely feel that god had helped me..
i was not nervous at all..
I MISS TRAINING......
ALTHOUGH I USED TO HATE IT..
BUT STILL, ITS ACTUALLY FUN!!!
HELPS ME TO LOSE WEIGHT!!
omg! i lost quite a lot leh..
like i dunno y, but my waist like smaller..
even my mummy oso says so..
i think it was because
i always skip meals..
too tired to eat.. so lost quite a bit..
:( haha!
Written @ 오후 9:27
Today was the most depressing day ever..
seriously.. i cried like a waterfall!
ok. i dun wanna talk abt it..
it sucks.. really..
goals:
1) not to be too much into kpop (i'm pretty successful) :)
2) do well for mid yrs (not prepared)
3) decide to cut my hair or not to
4) take a well deserved break
5) wishing that comp would start all over again(ok. its not a goal)
6) not to fall sick before exams!
7) memorise until my head cannot..
ok. thats all..
not really in the mood..
congrats dajiti!
u guys did well.. :)
Written @ 오후 6:08
TODAY TOTALLY ROCKED LA!!!
REALLY..
WE WON THRID!! OVERALL..
I DIDN'T EXPECT IT COZ THE OTHERS WERE SUPER PRO TOO!!
I WAS LIKE AH YA. TIS YR CANNOT DE..
BUT WE DID IT! CHERYL AND REYLYN!
LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!
THIS YR WAS LIKE THE BEST PERF..
ALL OF US DID SO WELL!
LAST NIGHTI COULDN'T SLEEP LOR!
COZ I WAS IMAGINATING HOW I WAS GONNA SCREW UP!
HAHAHA! AND I WAS VERY NERVOUS..
FIRST WAS ROPE..
I THINK I WAS NERVOUS SO DIDN'T DO TOO WELL..
BUT THEY GIVE ME SUPER LOW LEH..
ALTHOUGH IT WAS STILL AN ALRIGHT PERF...
GOT 6.25.. WATEVER..
HAHA! NEXT WAS BALL..
LIKE OMG!!! I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T CARE ABT IT LA!
BUT STILL DID OK LEH.. GOT THE HIGHEST FOR IT..
AND I KNOW I HATED BALL..
SO WHO CARES!
I ANYHOW DO LOR!
JAYNA TOOK THE VIDEO.. DAMN FUNNY!
I DID SUPER SLOW..
BUT STILL CAN GET THE HIGHET.. 7.20..
MY JIE HUAN WAS LIKE SHIT..
BUT MAYBE COZ THE JUGDES ARE BLIND..
LOL!
ERM.. OH YA. THEN IT WAS RIBBON WHICH I HAVE NEVER EVER
EVER EVER DID WELL IN...
EVERYTIME OSO KENA TANGLE..
LOL! BUT IT WAS OK.. IN THE END..
I FREAKIN CAUGHT THE DA PAO!!
SUPER HAPPY! HAHAHA!
GOT 7.05..
ALTHOUGH I SCREWED UP A LITTLE AT THE START..
BUT IT WAS BETTER THAN USUAL..
WHEN WE REACHED SCH, I KEPT TELLIN LAO SHI
THAT I CAUGHT DA PAO LEH..
IT WAS VERY FUNNY! COZ LAO SHI
EVERYTIME SAY Y I CANNOT DO IT AND ALL...
AND DURING PRACTICE I RARELY CAN
EVEN DO IT..
HAHAHA!THN ALL THE KONG WAS OK..
DID NOT HAVE KNOTS TOO!
OK. THEN CLUBS..
WAS OKAYY.. CAUGHT DA PAO!
THE LAST PART I WAS LIKE VERY NOT NERVOUS..
COZ ITS THE LAST ROUTINE, LAST PART IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!
SO MUST GIVE IT MY BEST SHOT!
MY TUTION TEACHER WAS OSO NICE ENOUGH TO COME AND SUPPORT ME....
I'M NOT TOO SURE IF SHE KNEW THAT I KNEW THAT SHE WAS WATCHING..
GOT 6.90..
EXPECTED MORE...
EVERYONE IN BDIV ROCKED LA!!!
WE TOTALLY DID SO WELL TODAY!!
LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!!!
AND THANK YOU JAYNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR THE PRAYERS WHICH MADE ME CRY SO MUCH!
I WILL PRAY A LOT FOR DAJITI TOO!!!
AFTER COMP, WE WENT BACK SCH..
THN WAS SUPER HYPER!
I LAUGH AND PLAY LIKE SIAO!
ACTUALLY, THERE'S A LOT MORE TO SAY..
BUT I CAN'T RMB.. :(
ANYWAY JIAYOU DAJITI, XIAOJITI, OPTIONALS!!!
U ALL CAN DO IT! JUST HAVE FUN!
ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT IS NOT EASY TO CALM URSELF DOWN..
BUT REALLY..
ONCE U ARE ON THE MAT, JUST BELIEVE U CAN DO IT!
AND LET GOD DO THE REST..
COZ UR PERFORMANCE DEPENDS ON HOW U HANDLE UR EMOTIONS..
SO LIFT IT UP TO GOD..
IF U ARE MY TYPE, JUST ANYHOW DO!!!
THN U WILL DO BETTER.. HAHAHA!
I WILL PRAY A LOT FOR U GUYS!!!
AHHHHHHHH........
I'M SCARED THAT AFTER THE HAPPY MOOD,
I WILL BE DAMN EMO..
COZ THE SEC4'S WILL NOT BE TRAINING ANYMORE...
AHH.. I WLL REALLY MISS U ALL LEH...
THE FEELING SUCKS LA....
AFER TMR... ITS SO FAST!!!
I WANNA LIKE GO OUT WITH U ALL!
AS A GYM OUTING!!
IT WILL BE SUPER FUN!!!
:) EXCITED!!!!
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM GO GYM
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U
LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U LOVE U
Written @ 오후 11:31
TODAY TOTALLY ROCKED LA!!!!
ALTHOUGH I ALMOST DIED..
TRAINING WS SO INTENSE!!! TRAIN LIKE ALMOST NON STOP..
THE WHOLE MORNING
BEFORE WE WENT TO YISHUN..
UNTIL I REALLY GOT NO ENERGY ALREADY..
BUT LAO SHI STILL PUSH ME..
"JIE EN AH... ZHUO ZAI NA LI GAN SHE ME?!"
OMG.. I STILL CAN HEAR IT NOW...
BUT I WAS PRETTY GOOD TODAY. SURPRISINGLY..
THE 4 ROUTINES IN SCH..
I THINK I NEVER DROPPED ONCE! AND I FINISH ON TIME!!
FOR MY RIBBON TOO! LIKE OMG LA..
FIRST TIME SIA..
AND LIKE BALL OSO..
WHICH I HATED.. HAHA!
BUT THEN, GO YISHUN, CANNOT ALREADY..
DID PRETTY BADLY.. CAUSE TOO TIRED..
THEN CHERYL GIVE ME PRESSURE.. LOL! JK JK.
ON THE BUS AH...
WAH.. I BECAME LIKE SOME MODEL LA..
TAKE PHOTO WHEN I WAS SLEEPING..
HAHAHAHA! THEN WHEN I OPEN MY EYES,
THEY LAUGH LIKE SIAO!
LOL! RAFFLES WAS GOOD LEH..
I SCARED BDIV CANNOT WIN THIS YEAR LEH..
JIAYOU!!!!!!
DAJITI, XIAOJITI, EVERYONE!!
U ALL DID WELL!!!!!!!!!
REALLY! LIKE.. REALLY.. I CANNOT DESCRIBE LA..
BUT I'M PROUD OF ALL OF U..
STARTING TO FEEL A LITTLE NERVOUS..
BUT AS LONG AS I THROW AWAY THAT FEELING,
I'LL BE K ON THE MAT..
SO WISH ME LUCK!
I HOPE BDIV CAN WIN TEAM EVENT!!!!!
CHERYL, U CA OVERALL LOR..
REYLYN ALSO!! :) JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written @ 오후 11:49
TO ALL GYM PEOPLE.. :D
JIAYOU!!!! I KNOW ITS REALLY TIRING TO HEAR THIS WORD..
IT GETS SAID ALMOST EVERYTIME.. UNTIL WE ARE SO SICK OF IT...
HAHA! BUT STILLL...
JUST DO UR BEST.. I MEAN LIKE DUN STRESS URSELF
THAT U WOULD MAKE A MISTAKE..
COZ U WILL IN THE END!~
AND END UP FREAKIN OUT.. AND U MAY ALSO SCREW IT UP..
BE NATURAL.. ALTHOUGH I CAN'T MYSELF...
BUT YA.. ALL THE BEST!
MY LAST 4 ROUTINES IN MY 7 YEARS OF RGYM..
ITS REALLY SAD.. I HAVE A FEELING I MAY NOT GO FINALS..
URGHS.. THIS SUCKS.. COZ I KNOW I SUCK..
SHITTIE.. WHATEVER.. JUST ENJOY!
JODIE CHAN SAYS THAT BDIV MUST WIN
IF NOT WE OWE HER 10 BUCKS!!!!!
HAHAHAH! I DIDN'T AGREE TO IT!
NOT MY FAULT..! LOL!
DAJITI!!!!!
PLS DUN PRESSURISE URSELF TOO MUCH!
JUST ENJOY! ALL THE HARD WORK IS GONNA PAY OFF..
COZ GOD KNOWS THAT..
AND HE WILL REWARD U ALL.. :)
REALLY... SO PLS DUN THINK THAT U CANNOT DO IT..
AND MOST OF ALL, DUN THINK THAT
U ARE AFRAID TO PULL THE GRP DOWN..!
NO MATTER HOW U PERFORM ON FRI..
I WILL SURELY CRY!! COZ U GUYS REALLY TOUCH MY HEART..
U ALL WORK UR BUTTS OFF.. :)
DUN WORRY! AND LET GOD DO THE REST~
BDIV!!!! <3
I WANNA SAY I'M SUPER DUPER SORRY!
COZ I THINK I WILL BE PULLING UR SCORES LIKE
DOWWWWWWNNNNNNNNNNN...
I FEEL DAMN BAD.. I KNOW U ALL REALLY WANT TO DO UR BEST,. :)
I WILL TRY K? I PROMISE I WILL!
FOR U ALL I WILL...:)
7 YEARS OF BLOOD, SWEAT AND INJURIES..
IT ENDS THIS WEEK...
I WILL CRY LOR..
COZ I MISS TRAINING WITH U GUYS...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE REALLY! I DUNNO WHAT I WOULD FEEL AFTER IT...
I MISS THE SENIORS... SEC3'S....
WE WON'T BE DOING ANYMORE COMP TOGETHER.,..
AHHHH.. I FEEL SO SAD..
I LOVE U ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART..
COZ EACH AND EVERYONE OF U MADE A DIFF IN MY LIFE.. :)
U ALL SAW ME CRY, LAUGH, EVERYTHING!
AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT
U ALL STILL SUPPORTED ME!!!!
HUG, COMFORT ME..
AHHH.. I LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHERYL, REYLYN, JAYNA, JODIE, ALEX, EDREA, EVELYN, MICHELLE, NAT, SU FEN, KAREEN, ADELINE,
JIN HUI, SU HUI, SABRINA, CASSIA?(SORRY I DUNNO HOW TO SPELL), JAFANI?, KRISTINA, YI QING?,
AHHH.. SORRY I CAN'T NAME ALL...
NO TIME.. NEED TO SLEEP!
BUT ALL OF U!~
GOD PLACED U IN GYM FOR A SPECIAL REASON..
NO MATTER HOW INSIGNIFICANT U THINK U MAY BE,
WITHOUT U, THERE WOULD BE NO GYM..
SO U DO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!
AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U ALL!
GYM JJANG!
FIGHTING! SHOW ALL EVERYONE THAT WE
DO NOT SUCK!
Written @ 오후 3:10
i hate that that lao shi...
she is such a bitch!!!!!!!!!!
please la.. in front of other lao shi,
u act like u are super hardworking..
trying to "teach" us.. wth!
u are super 2 face la!
one point u are like complaining that
me and cheryl always nvr come..
thn start scolding us..
and bitching abt me to others...
and suddenly, u start pushing me to train
with yang lao shi..
thn "praising" me that i can do it..
wth la! u just say it because u want attention from yang lao shi..
urghs! and hello?
i left early coz i got tution ok?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u didn't realise, i have been going off early ever since the start of the year?
does it take u 4 months to notice that?
WE NEED TO STUDY OK?
DO U THINK THAT WE WILL BE PROFESSIONAL DANCERS NEXT TIME?
U DUN NEED TO STUDY.. SO ITS EASIER SAID THAN DONE...
all the homework blah blah...
and the worst thing is that,
i dun freakin have a costume!
I HAD ALREADY HAD A FEELING THAT WEI WEI LAO SHI DIDN'T ORDER
FOR ME.. AND I WAS RIGHT!
HAH. STUPID. ITS SO SCREWS UP..
URGHS....!!!!!!!! SCREW COMPETITION LA!
WTH.. SUPER PISSED!
do the school even give us a little more credit than we deserve?
NO! all they do is give 1 min of their precious time to thank us?
smss sucks la! i really dunno what kind of crappy school is this?...
its really propaganda..
saying its good for us.. moulding us into fine young ladies...
my shit la! seriously.. the teachers.. facilities..
it sucks.. everything also want money..!
forcing us to do all the shit stuff..
which we dun even want to do...
please la.. urghs... school really can kiss my ass la!!!!!!
Written @ 오후 2:19
AHHHHHH...
this really sucks!! really!!!!!!
what's wrong with me??????
i just read jayna's blog.. and its really true...
thank u jayna! i just woke up from my laziness..
haha!
from next week onwards, I AM NOT A GYMNAST ANYMORE..
NO MORE TRAINING
AND LAUGHING/PLAYING WITH MY GYM MATES
NO MORE PAIN AND SWEAT..
NO MORE.........................................................
I WILL REALLY MISS THOSE TIMES...
LIKE FOREVER......
oh shit.. jayna!
u make me feel so lousy!
although i know i have been slacking like the WHOLE TIME
NOT EVEN TAKING COMP SERIOUSLY..
CAUSE I KNOW I'M GONNA REALLY SUCK SO BAD..
I THINK I WILL EMBARRASS MYSELF...
AHH.. THIS FEELING SUCKS...
STUDIES AND GYM?
I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING BETWEEN BOTH..
BUT THIS YR I CHOSE STUDIES..
honestly, i should not have only thought abt myself..
i mean like.. THIS IS MY LAST YEAR...
but i used to think: SO WHAT? I DUN GIVE A DAMN...
LOL. but now i think its really true..
FROM NEXT WEEK ONWARDS,
I AM NOT A GYMNAST ANYMORE...
MY 7 YEARS OF TRAINING..
IT ENDS HERE...................................................
NO MORE... FOREVER...
it sounds really like _____
i dunno what to say but it sounds really depressing!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HAVE BEEN SUCH A FREAKIN FOOL!
Y WAS I SO DAMN STUPID TO NOT EVEN
UNDERSTAND THIS SIMPLE LOGIC?!!!!!!
URGHS! THIS FEELING IS SERIOUSLY KILLING ME!
THIS IS WHAT KEEPS GOING ON IN MY MIND NOW:
I'M GONNA SUCK SO BAD...
BUT ITS MY LAST YEAR.. LIKE REALLY...
BUT I KNOW I'M GONNA SCREW UP!
COZ I HAVE BEEN SLACKING..
SO HOW????!!!!!
1) JUST SCREW IT
2) TRY MY BEST AND JUST HAVE FUN!
I DUNNO OK?!
CAUSE EITHER WAY,
I'M GONNA SUCK. ITS A FACT!!
I CAN'T RUN AWAY FROM IT...
ITS GOING TO HAPPEN.. SOONER OR LATER..
I KNOW I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE IT..
EVEN TO FINALES..
ALL OF THIS FEELING IS REALLY BRINGING ME DOWN...
SHIT........
Written @ 오후 3:25
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'M SO FREAKING JEALOUS!!!!
I WANNA GO KOREA RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT!
OMGGGG....
REALLY LOR!~ I'M JUST SO JEALOUS...
OK OK.. SHOULD NOT BE LIKE THAT..
ERM.. OH YA!! 2PM'S NEW PHOTOS ARE
SO HOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
WHOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
IS REALLY SIZZLING HOT..
JAY'S MUSCLES ARE REALLY WELL TONED
AND ALL OF THE REST ARE SO SHUAI AND MAN..
SO EXCITED!! CAN'T WAIT!
CAN'T WAIT TILL IT COMES OUT......
I THINK I WILL BE SMILING TO MYSELF
LIKE WHAT HAPPENED FOR SUJU.. LOL!
SUJU ALSO WON 3TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOOD JOB! :D
STUPID MID YEARS ARE COMING...
URGHS..... ITS REALLY VERY FRUSTRATING!
STUY STUDY STUDY....
SO STRESSFUL..
NEXT WEEK 4 TESTS PLUS GYM COMP..
WANT US TO REALLY DIE AH?
TODAY I FELT LIKE FAINTING..
WAS PRAYING THAT I WOULD FAINT..
HAHA! REALLY.. COZ I THINK ITS REALLY SO COOL!
ANYWAY.. I GTG.........................
SIAN....................................................
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