ahhh.....
super stressed!!
competition, exams and all.. i dunno how i'm gonna survive..
its seriously a lot to memorise and all.
esp geog, bio, maths?
haha! i scared make careless mistakes...
for comp, i think there's nothing much to do..
just do it! :) lol!
get it over and done with..
i feel so dead.. like no life in me.
no motivation to carry on living..
it sounds as hough i wanna commit suidide..
no la! i dun! i just feel really drained out..
i feel so tired and waking up,
thinking, whats gonna happen today.
i'm sick of it..
like i just gotton use to sec 3 life,
but after march hols.
i really dun wanna o it anymore..
enough of studing, and studying..
all the stupid stress from mostly myself.
it is like i have given up on myself.
i keep telling myself that its so hard..
how? pastor gave me a verse.
he said joshua 1: 8-9 during holy communion
this verse really is what i am now..
actuallt, i'm touched.. because he encouraged me even
before i knew it was gonna happen
this was given to me like last year?
and it is really what i need NOW!
i need encouragement. i feel so freakin ----..
i dunno how to say.. but yeah..
i told myself to stop kpop.
but it seems like it can't stop..
y? i think i have not been strict enough..
ok. i have to!!!
coz i am neglecting god and my studies!!
so i have to excercise self control.. :)
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