HELLOOOO~
i'm feeling quite sian and down..
i dunno y leh..
i think coz my mp3 spoilt la..
haiz.. so stupid lor!!!
ok. first talk abt the past few days..
MISSED CAMP!
i dunno if i should be happy or sad..
seriously, i dunno..
main reason: grandpa passed away..
DAMN SAD......
i wasn't there when he passed away la..
but when we said our last words,
it was super emotional..
i feel so gulity not spending time with him..
in my memory of him, i dun really rmb ANYTHING!
really.. he hardly talks, coz he's always sleeping..
always in and out of the hospital..
i really feel like shit la......
its like, i dun even noe him!
the only time he talked was when i was super young..
like 7 years old?.. how much can i rmb?
after that, he had a heart attack..
and nearly died..
but god granted him another 7 more years..
in that 7 years.. he was super weak and sick..
actually, i wasn't that sad a few days ago..
but now feeling the aftermath of the whole incident..
its starting to dawn on me that
HE'S GONE.. FOREVER..
i'm not going to see him anymore..
talk to him or anything..
i hardly know him.......
how?... i feeling so emo now....
the cremation(dunno how to spell)
was even worse..
my mummy told me that i surely will cry de..
i didn't believe la.. coz like ah ya.. so easy cry de meh?
but its TRUE!!
when he was being pushed in, like for the last time..
tears was streaming down my face..
very sad.. everyone was crying..
first time in my life, a relative passed away..
so i nvr experience this before..
its like never going to see him again.. very sad..
got this ah ma..
SHE'S THE BEST LA!! LOVE HER..
SHE SUPER CUTE!!
she's my grandpa's cousin..
when we were all crying.
she keep on saying: soo kee(grandpa's name) BO LIAO AH!!!..
SOO KEE AH.... SOO KEE....
I MISS U...
and her voice super cute lor!..
omg.. i wanted to laugh leh.. but cannot la..
coz i quite sad.. so no mood to laugh..
the funeral was like so draggy and so tiring!!!!
omg la... i think the last day was fun.. heh!
coz play with my cousins.. :)
my brother go take pic of my grandpa in the coffin leh!
omg. so bad right!
he somemore go set as wallpaper and show me leh!
i got a shock lor!..
omg! the face!.. quite scary..
its bloated up and pretty dark..
yeah.. thats how i spent the wk.. very sian-ly.
haha! but what can i do?.................................
it was expected......
anyway, today was confirmation!!
the mood started out very bad..
coz my mp3 went siao!! pissed me off a lot..
thn when i went there,
OMG! cass was wearing a dress!! shocking lor!!
laugh a lot.
coz she so cute!!! but its not that bad la...
sue-ann, amanda and yvonne all got us presents!!
so sweet la!!!.... love u all! :)
haha! tmr dun need go church! yay!
that means dun need to wake up so early!!
just now in the car,
mummy and daddy was like:
we got u a present..
wat is it?!
so rare.. ahaha! mp3?.. heh!
but it wasn't.. but its ok..
coz daddy gonna buy me one... :)
i think its gonna be creative or samsung.. :)
coz he say ipod ex and lifespend quite short..
ok.. bye bye la~
oh ya! snsd live perf is good leh.. surprisingly..
they improve ALOT!
and hyunjoong is so super hot in boys over flowers!!
hahahaha!!!...
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