Written @ 오후 5:31
HAPPY
CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
its really boring la!
coz my grandpa passed away,
so i cannot go anywhere..
only my father's side.. sian..
no mood at all...
coz people think we will bring bad luck..
watever la.. stupid..
but 2pm brighten up my day!
coz they dance so well in the dance battle!
really! it was SHOCKING!
but nickhun not there... :(
nvm.. :) snsd danced well too..
everyone was HOT la!..
i wanted to be there leh.. haha!
boys over flowers is really THE BEST LA!~
minho is so sweet!
kimbum so cute!
hyunjoong shuai!!
the other one, i dun care..
heh! but i want to jandi lor!!!
if i were her, i will definitely go with minho!
urghs!.. but it can never happen la..
only when i day dream.. haha!
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!
i want more clothes.
i want to get good grades
i dun want to take part in gym comp
i want mp3
i want a pink laptop
i want to grow!
i want to lose weight
i want to be jandi. (like i can) lol.
i dun want to be stressed
haha.. actually it doesn't feel like its comin..
not excited lor..
this year, how many angpaos can i get?
like less than 10? URGHS!
SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this few days have been in very bad mood!!
dun wanna talk, dun wanna do anything..
a little bit thing. will scold people...
haha. dunno wats wrong with me..
my mommy nvr buy mp3 for me leh..
coz she busy.. :(
nvm. i shall wait.
omg. got so much homework to do.
but i'm not going to do!!
haha! got no mood..
maybe tmr la..
so sian of studying.. everyday i have been revising..
damn guai la.. dunno y i like that..
actually not much homework..
coz all the deadline is not on wed..
some in feb.. haha!
love taylor swift's love story.. :)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
i cannot take it la..
so damn sian!!!!!!!!
i woke up t 10+..
left the house at 12...
stayed at my grandma's house..
1h ago thn reach home..
my cousins at my house..
but i not playing with them
again NO MOOD..
Written @ 오후 12:38
got NOTHING to do..
so update some pics of the funeral and all..
haha! coz that time, i was BORED!..
my cousin DRAWS DAMN WELL LA!!
i almost wanted her help me draw like donghae, hyunjoong or someone..
haha! coz she said she could draw a real person..
really very nice lor!... but paiseh la..
if not the others will say, my boyfriend ah?
and keep disturbing me.. so dun want la.. haha!
Written @ 오전 12:15
HELLOOOO~
i'm feeling quite sian and down..
i dunno y leh..
i think coz my mp3 spoilt la..
haiz.. so stupid lor!!!
ok. first talk abt the past few days..
MISSED CAMP!
i dunno if i should be happy or sad..
seriously, i dunno..
main reason: grandpa passed away..
DAMN SAD......
i wasn't there when he passed away la..
but when we said our last words,
it was super emotional..
i feel so gulity not spending time with him..
in my memory of him, i dun really rmb ANYTHING!
really.. he hardly talks, coz he's always sleeping..
always in and out of the hospital..
i really feel like shit la......
its like, i dun even noe him!
the only time he talked was when i was super young..
like 7 years old?.. how much can i rmb?
after that, he had a heart attack..
and nearly died..
but god granted him another 7 more years..
in that 7 years.. he was super weak and sick..
actually, i wasn't that sad a few days ago..
but now feeling the aftermath of the whole incident..
its starting to dawn on me that
HE'S GONE.. FOREVER..
i'm not going to see him anymore..
talk to him or anything..
i hardly know him.......
how?... i feeling so emo now....
the cremation(dunno how to spell)
was even worse..
my mummy told me that i surely will cry de..
i didn't believe la.. coz like ah ya.. so easy cry de meh?
but its TRUE!!
when he was being pushed in, like for the last time..
tears was streaming down my face..
very sad.. everyone was crying..
first time in my life, a relative passed away..
so i nvr experience this before..
its like never going to see him again.. very sad..
got this ah ma..
SHE'S THE BEST LA!! LOVE HER..
SHE SUPER CUTE!!
she's my grandpa's cousin..
when we were all crying.
she keep on saying: soo kee(grandpa's name) BO LIAO AH!!!..
SOO KEE AH.... SOO KEE....
I MISS U...
and her voice super cute lor!..
omg.. i wanted to laugh leh.. but cannot la..
coz i quite sad.. so no mood to laugh..
the funeral was like so draggy and so tiring!!!!
omg la... i think the last day was fun.. heh!
coz play with my cousins.. :)
my brother go take pic of my grandpa in the coffin leh!
omg. so bad right!
he somemore go set as wallpaper and show me leh!
i got a shock lor!..
omg! the face!.. quite scary..
its bloated up and pretty dark..
yeah.. thats how i spent the wk.. very sian-ly.
haha! but what can i do?.................................
it was expected......
anyway, today was confirmation!!
the mood started out very bad..
coz my mp3 went siao!! pissed me off a lot..
thn when i went there,
OMG! cass was wearing a dress!! shocking lor!!
laugh a lot.
coz she so cute!!! but its not that bad la...
sue-ann, amanda and yvonne all got us presents!!
so sweet la!!!.... love u all! :)
haha! tmr dun need go church! yay!
that means dun need to wake up so early!!
just now in the car,
mummy and daddy was like:
we got u a present..
wat is it?!
so rare.. ahaha! mp3?.. heh!
but it wasn't.. but its ok..
coz daddy gonna buy me one... :)
i think its gonna be creative or samsung.. :)
coz he say ipod ex and lifespend quite short..
ok.. bye bye la~
oh ya! snsd live perf is good leh.. surprisingly..
they improve ALOT!
and hyunjoong is so super hot in boys over flowers!!
hahahaha!!!...
Written @ 오전 11:39
This week, I AM EXCUSED FROM CAMP!!!!
SO HAPPY LA!~
i do not need to go to sch from mon to thurs...
:DDDDD
haha!! coz my grandpa passed away.. D:
yeah.. so everyday need to go funeral..
super tiring.. but better than camp.. heh!!
so its like coming home at 12midnight
and sleeping at 1+ am everyday..
but can wake up at like 11am?.. haha!!
so it has been ok la...
HANA YORI DANGO kor ver
IS SUPER DUPER NICE!!
WHY?..
COZ HYUNJOONG IS SO SHUAI INSIDE!!
OMG LOR!!!..
HAHA!.. BUT ALSO THE STORY IS NICE LA... :)
ok.. so its the start of school..
HATE IT TO THE MAX!!
REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
before sch even started,
got this stupid form teacher of mine
called me when i was SLEEPING!
so my sis had to wake me up..
and it was bcoz of the camp form..
stupid lor..
so i tot i really nvr hand in..
coz i was half awake...
but i did hand in already!..
ok. nvm..
she sort of scolded me on the phone too..
now there are 6 express classes..
my class is 3e3..
only got 31 ppl.. yeah.. very small..
3e3, 3e4, 3e5 all the same..
all mixed..
so first day was having super long talks in the hall..
boring lor!!!!!!!!
and i got this stupid blisters..
so when i walk, very pain.. :(
3e3 seems so boring.. really..
all the ppl mostly not from our class..
all so quiet and nerdy i guess.. heh!
during class time,
we were suppose to select all the leadership roles..
i was sitting beside eunice..
so we didn't really care..
coz we don't want to take up anything...
so we started talking about korean stuff...
and laughing a bit here and there..
thn mrs koh suddenly called us lor...
on the first day, already kena called.. haiz..
ok.. worse was when she called my mother
in the morning of the first day of sch..
this was the conversation:
teacher: hello, mrs tan, your daughter is suppose to be in sch for camp..
mum: ya i know. but her grandpa just passed away
teacher: but she is still suppose to come!
mum: * father speaking in the background * she is not feeling well too..
teacher: thn she is suppose to produce an mc!!
mum: i already spoke to mrs rajadran.. she told me that my daughter could be excuse
teacher: I DUNNO WHO IS MRS RAJADRAN!
[like WTH la!! u don't even noe ur head of eng and lit!! anyhow scold my mother..]
mum: can u please check first? ( my mother angry already )
teacher: * whisper whisper *
teacher: OH OK. I KNOW ALREADY.
* hang up *............................................................................................
SHE THINK SHE WAT!!! HUH?!
NVR EVEN SAY SORRY WHEN U ARE IN THE WRONG!
OR EVEN UR BASIC MANNERS OF SAYING BYE BYE AT THE END OF A CONVERSATION!
EVEN A 3 YEAR OLD KID KNOWS THAT!!
SOMEMORE TALK TO MY MOTHER LIKE THAT..
LIKE WHO ARE U LA!! SO RUDE..
so. i'm only goin to sch on fri..
and giving them the DEATH CERT and parents letter..
so does a DEATH CERT prove enough that i can be excused!!!!!
stupid lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my gosh.. make me so angry!!!!!!!!!!!
ok dun talk abt it already..
HATE SCHOOL LA!!
now everyday, sch dismiss so late le lor!
like at 3+ or 2+ instead of 2..
sian lor!...
hate sec3!!!
must like prepare for o'levels already..
i DUN WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WANNA TAKE OLEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN WANNA STUDY LA............................................
how?!.....................
i dun like gym oso! dun wanna take part in comp!!!
i just wanna slack.....................................
dun care la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written @ 오전 12:33
2008 has passed...
today is a start of a new year!!
god has been really good to me in 2008.. ^^
although it really passed so quickly,
but i enjoyed it..
my goal for this year:
STOP KPOP ADDICTION!
and i believe, its gonna stop.
coz now, after camp, i realise i can control myself better..
which is good la.. :)
i really need to concentrate on my studies!!
i'm really afraid i would not be able to handle it..
so i better stop now, if not, i would never know when it would end.\
second, spend more time with god..
coz that was what he said to me..
third, do not doubt him and have faith!!
so yeah, i'm gonna be a GOOD GIRL!! :)
these days has been EXHAUSTING!!
last day of camp, slept at 4.30am!!!!!!!
damn late.. and the next day had to go for training!!
almost died la...
i was like some zombie..
super tired!!
during the camp, kor kor had to go hospital
coz he fell down and had to do sitches..
on his face somemore!!
so poor thing..i was worried lor!
i thought it was very big..
but in the end, it wasn't that bad la..
and my grandpa was/is in critial condition..
might pass away anytime..
so it was also pretty emotional..
i stayed in the hospital from 2 to 11pm
super draining..
but god has blessed my grandpa..
in 2001, he suffered some heart prob.
we all thought he was gonna pass away..
but he didn't..
instead god gave in 7 MORE YEARS!!!!
like, wat else can u ask for?
just hope that he can rest in peace..
even the pastor said he saw him in the arms of jesus..
so nice la.. :)
but i must admit, althogh i didn't stay through out the camp,
it was FUN!! to noe more ppl and laugh like siao!!
spritually, i think i grew too.
sue ann prayed for me.. very sweet lor!!
she cried too...
i think i was crying ALOT!
and was really touched by god....
my and my parent's prayers came through!!
so for that, i really wanna thank god!
for being so good!!
however, I DUN WANNA GO SCH!!!!!!
i mean, who wants to la?!
so SIAN!!
sec 3 is gonna be so stressful and all.
i dunno how i'm gonna survive........
i feel so old la.. like i'm upp sec..
feels werid!
i think sec2 is the best!!
so fun and not so stressful... :)
2008 has passed..................................
2009 will be better i hope!!
although i dun want end times to come..
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