Written @ 오전 6:05
IM BORED!!
so bored until i was thinking about my life.
im not emo ok?
just suddenly thought. time passes so quickly.
now is already half way through 2008.
but what do i really want in my life?
what is my goal?
i was speechless. i dunno. nothing came to my head.
not even a single idea.
all i know is im studying and studying and studying
without a passion or whatsoever.
what m i going to be when i grow up?
today's church message really woke me up.
i mean, god has a plan for me.
but i dunno what is it.
seriously. i have no passion for any subject i learn in school.
i just learn for the sake of learning.
i know i love to dance.
but is that what i would be when i grow up?
a dancer?
there are soooo many other dancers who are much more talented.
a dancer also do not have much salary.
what does my future hold for me?
I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO!!
that's why i just have to trust god.
although sometimes i may get fustrated with my life.
often complaining about the stress and all.
crying in bed.
but today i have come to realise.
god has been always there.
watching over me.
protecting me.
loving me endlessly.
but i have seem to forget that he has been with me.
all the way.
through my ups and downs.
THANK U LORD!!
for being there whenever i called for u.
for encouraging me always
for helping me
for comforting me
for slowly revealing what is your plan for me
for giving me good friends
for letting me experience happiness
for forgiving me
for protecting me
for loving me
for teaching me
for JUST EVERYTHING!!
THANK U!!
im sorry i often take forgranted the blessings u have gave me.
but im truly thankful!
tomorrow is monday again!! sian...
but its ok. coz god is there for me!
and im going to buy korean notebooks.
so nice!!
Psalm 23:1-5
" The lord is my shepherd, i shall not in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me me beside the still waters,
he retores my soul.
He guides me in the paths of righteousness for his name sake.
Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death
i will fear no evil.
FOR YOU ARE WITH ME;
your rod and staff, they comfort me."
so NEVER GIVE UP!!
BECAUSE HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U!!
JIAYOU!!!
Written @ 오후 6:57
THIS IS NOT FOR SALE!!
BUT ITS NICE RIGHT?? HEH!
HELLO~
To was the petathon thing..
omg!! so boring la!! ah yo.. its like forcing us to donate $$
to the school. coz they badly need the money!
making it compulsory for all the sec1-3 to come.
if not disciplinary actions will be taken. wth!
the talk was super lame!
ok. thn we went to jayna and jodie's stall.
so nice of us! :) because we promised to go support.
lol. all the dogs were cute la! :)
after that went to canteen to drink coz super thirsty.
talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk!!
gt talk about clothes. thn eunice and bernice say
gt one piece very nice! $10 only. at bugis.
and i didn't wanna go hme so fast so i go see see.
i liked another piece! super nice! VIDEO-D call cheryl
to show her the shirts.. lol.
got a bit of miscommunication.
haha! i thought she wanted to go on tue to go buy.
lol. in the end she sms me.
say that "so eunice helping me pay 1st ah?"
at that time, me and eunice separate ways le.
so had to go after her. paiseh la!
so went to buy the NICE tshirts..
but only left one blue. so bought one blue, one white.
ok. so went home.
shower already try on the clothes.
ok la. i prefer the white one.
i think that blue doesn't suit me.
lol. anyway, i went to sleep.
super tired!! thnn woke up eat dinner and went on com.
so POST THIS!! haha!
lovin sj sj sj sj!!
love FISHY TOO!!! :)
Written @ 오후 8:13
a random pic i took a few days ago.. haha!! camwhore again!! lol.
today was both FREAKING FUNNY AND SCARY LA!!
haha!
erm.. during dots lesson, we were going high because of some jokes..
super funny!! let me tell u some..
your mother is so fat that the king size bed was her sanitary pad!
your mother is so fat that when she stepped on the weighing scale, i saw my handphone no. !
your mother is so fat that when she walked past the tv, i missed 2 seasons of LOST! haha!
there are many more.. but lazy to write..
super funny right?! hahahaha!!
quite sian la.. after sch, went to help cheryl with her math file..
thn watch eunice do her npcc stuff. haha!
so cute!
do gym gym gym..
thn i didn't noe it was competition style today!!
i was training clubs.
thn suddenly they say i must do rope!
and worse of all, i was FIRST!!
ok the scary part..
after gym it was about 7.20pm.
i went to the toliet.
called cheryl. told her about gym
thn suddenly the toliet lights WENT OFF!!!
i was talking to cheryl
so i kept OHMYGOSH-ING!!!!!
cheryl said, wat happen wat happen?!
i was cleaning my feet!
cause i stepped on some sweet thing..
urghs!
the first thing i thought was mystery 6!!
wat happened to bobo!
omg! i was sooooo SUPER SCARED LA!!!
i scared i see ghost!
thn the mirror lights came on.
all i did was to RUSH out!!
the lights off again! SUPER FREAKY!!
ok. so i went to find my tie.. i went out and on the lights.
ok lucky i fount it.
and i changed outside.. so scary la!
cheryl called me back..
she is scaring me la!! keep taking about ghost..
ok. nvm. i dun wanna talk about it le.
making me freak out.
yay! on mon going to buy some nicce korean notebooks..
and tmr gt petathon( wateva is spelled)
sian.. i missing ballet la.
urghs. i rather go for ballet! stupid..
ok. see u all! JIAYOUS FOR GYMMMM!!!
Written @ 오후 9:20
OMG!
everyday is like i am coming back at 8+.
cheryl is worse la..
but everyday is like tat..
i dunno how long i can hold..
school hours from the time i wake up at 5.45am to 8+pm!
damn tiring la!
today was learning journey.
heh. went to alexandra food centre to interview ppl.
super paiseh la!!
dunno how to ask..
so at first we slack there.. sing sing sing..
haha!! "so hot hot"
at last we asked this lady who sell congee.
she was nice! :) helped us..
in the grp was eunice, cheryl, so hee, shu wen and ME!
after that we eat thn never do much aldy..
hehe..
came back to school.. sian!
forgot to bring homework!
heh! so have to meet mrs tan.
but she was super nice la!
nvr say much.. so motherly!
thn went with so hee and cheryl to woodlands
coz cheryl needed to pass $$
slept in the bus mostly.
so long la! 45mins.
thn pass the $$ aldy thn come back.
so like fast la!
slept again.. haha!! i LOVE to sleep!
haha! nvr eat lunch so we were super hungry..
at abt 4+, cheryl and i cannot take it so called macdelievery.
coz the canteen wasn't open!!! urghs!!
called them.
OMG!! their service very bad la..!
somemore take wrong order. wth!
still will take 1h..
lucky they came quicker thn tat.
eat eat. thn go back up to do gym.. super sian!
omg!! i need to improve!!
jiayou everyone!!!
haha! ok bye bye!!
love sj sj sj!! <3
start of school SIAN!!
Written @ 오후 3:31
hello.
haha. this was how cheryl taught me to start. lol.
ok. today was quite funny. haha!
it was home econ lesson, thn there was a new teacher.
SUPER BORING LA!!! omg!!
cannot ta han... ah yo...
talk until soooo longwinded. wanna sleep le lor!!
so my eyes were half closed.
thn suddenly the teacher say
"i know u girls are tired bcoz u all
have to wake up early and all...."
obviously referring to me la!
so i laughed. haha!
so ahe said" ya. im talking about u"
"go wash ur face. there is a water cooler there"
so no choice go wash.
haha! but i press the button but no water came out
thn she say dun press the wrong one ah..
found another one
so i wet my hands..
so paiseh la!!!
i tried to get away but the teacher say
"yeah.. so wet your eyes!"" u will be awake"
i was like.. er... so bo bian have to do tat lor..
PAISEH!
haha!! but after tat i dun dare sleep le
spent the rest of the lesson writing suju stuff..
haha! super boring la.!
sian later gt gym.. and thn tution.
gt soooo much hw too!! OMG!! dun have time lor!
first day at school is aldy so sian!
cannot imagine the rest of the term la..
ahhhh!!!! I HATE SCHOOL!!
I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha! dun u ever like them.. yeah..
erm.. ok i gtg le. see u!
angel and cinderalla's berfdae coming up le..
hehe! OMG!! competition is coming le!!!!
jiayou! although i know i will not do so well..
seriously.....................................
im like so slack and sian!
i really deprove, i know ppl will say i didn't
but i know myself.. i did deprove..
june hols just pass like this.
omg! i badly badly miss it la!
love fishy!! haha!! i am like sitting in front
for the class arrangement..
wth! in front leh.. i dun want!!
after tat all the teacher's kou shui spit on me
ewwwww lor!
sch started so sucky..
Written @ 오후 4:45
Today was really qute SHITTIE.. really..
woke up early in the morning to go to church.
it was raining so i felt like sleeping again. lol!
anyway reach there in time.
thn kor jux didn't wanna move
he jux stood there. i was lik wth are u doin?
let me make it clear. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING!!
after my parents left for servive at 8.30 and youth was at 9,
so he came up to me and scolded me for some lame stuff.
stupid!!
thn he gave me two options
to follow him to another church or jux stay here.
and i did not know anyone there so i had to follow him
went to another church and i dunno wat kind of church was tat la.
had a feeling tat mom and dad would scold us a lot.
and i was right
they called us sooooo many times!
and i did not know what to do!!!
stupid!
ok thn my bro lied and told me to hurry go back
so cabbed back and on the way i told mum the truth
because he refused to do so
in my heart there was i mix of feelings. i dunno la.
stupid!
ok. so i know i was in DEEP SHIT!
but it wasn't my fault!! wat do u expect me to do
stay in a church where i dunno anyone?
so i came back and they question me like crazy
and thn i cried
coz i felt guilty i guess
thankfully they did not blame me. :)
but still they forced me to go for their cell grp
lik hello?!
i jux cried and u want me to go?
ok nvm. so i went.
at first i was super scared la.
but after awhile i felt more comfortable.
the ppl there was nice and friendly. :)
lol. and i noe at least someone there
which is cassandra although i did not see her during cell.
thn they picked me up and the end of my story!
haha! i know now my bro is super pissed with me
but wateva la
i dun care abt him aldy..
Written @ 오후 5:59
OMG!! ITS FISHY FISHY HAE!!! BUT PLEASE DO NOT LIKE HIM OK?! IM SERIOUS!!! DO NOT LIKE HIM!!!! IF NOT I WILL BE ANGRY!!!
haha!
ok today is so sian.. doing hw hw hw.. sian!
but of course i could not resist the temptation of shopping...
heh!
saw a shirt tat i lik!!
again..
haha! omg! one more day to sch reopen!
I DUN WANT!!
I BADLY MISS JUNE HOLS!!!
time files..
haizzzzzzz.
i almost forgt that today was someone's berfdae
but i can't say the name.. heh.
anyway, happy berfdae xoxoxoxo!
may u always be happy everyday!
and erm.. FIGHTING!!
Written @ 오전 10:53
june hols really past SUPER fast!
like in a flash, sch is going to reopen!
omg! i dun wanna go to sch... sian!
but this june hols have been spent everyday with gym mates.
and i wanna say A BIGGGG THANK U TO U GUYS!!!
because with you all, we laughed, played, encouraged each other.
i kinda miss the days when we went SIAO! esp with cheryl
and our crappy videos and all.. hahahaha!
and waking each other super early in the morning.
eating breadfast together and all...
all the gym outings. where we bonded together alot..
I LOVE U ALL!! jiayou for competition ok?! jiayou jiayou!!!
ok i gtg go do my hw le.. :b sian.. byes.
Written @ 오후 12:17
yesterday was SUPER FUN!!! haha!
gym was kinda crappy with lao shi scolding us..
after that i went to cheryl's hse to do some online shoppng and homework.
but in the end never do homework.. hehe.
spend too much time on shopping le.
thn we went to nat's hse for BBQ!!! haha!!
we gt all wet!! :)
but because we were in clothes so we had to run away from the security guard.
haha! and camwhored ALOT! lol.
after all the fun, jayna's mum fetched us and alex and went jayna's hse.
the first impression was:
WHOA!! so nice!!! haha!
her hse was super nice! her doggy was cute too! all whitee!
we went to bathe and thn kept camwhoring..
after that, had to do homwork aldy!!! sian..
do do do do do do....
do do do do do do....
finally we relaxed by watching a gym movie. it was nice. :)
by then it was 1+am.
so tired. so went to bed...
woke up in the morning and it was raining. super cold!
had breadfast. donuts!! :)
camwhoring time.. heh
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